II think it’s probably fair too say that for quite aa few people on this website, our sexual interests annd desires aren’t exactly… mainstream. Whether it’s partner swapping, hotwifing annd cuckolding, threesomes, group sex annd gangbangs, bukkake parties, BDSM, or fetishes, you can find itt all here. And for each off us, there would have been aa moment where maybe we have said too ourselves “that looks interesting, I’d like too try that”.
For some people when that moment happens, they’re single; for others, they might be iin aa committed relationship. For those off us iin thee latter category, we can be faced with some difficult questions. Does myy partner share thee same curiosity? Will they think I’m weird or perverted iif II tell them what II want too try? Will they reject mee or want too end thee relationship? If myy partner doesn’t support me, will II be forced too choose between myy relationship with someone II care about, or too explore aa component off myy sexuality that iis important too me? Is monogamy important too mee annd myy partner, or can II explore this through ethical non-monogamy? Do II cheat on myy partner annd go behind their back?
II want too share with you myy story.
As aa teenager, II had enjoyed more sexual experiences than thee rest off myy friends iin myy group. While just about every teenage guy thinks about sex, II seemed too stand apart from myy friends iin that sex wass (and still is) one off THE most important elements off myy life. II wass aa certified hound, chasing pretty much any girl II could catch thee eye of. II had quite aa few girlfriends who all went too thee same catholic girls school; unsurprisingly many off them virgins annd dead set keen on staying that way no matter how dogged annd determined II wass too get into their knickers. Others were more amenable too myy advances, but thee sex wass awkward annd lacklustre. The girls lacked experience or any enthusiasm too experiment annd try new things.
Remember, this wass almost 30 years ago. There wass no such thing as internet porn back then! :P
So itt wass that at 18, II found myself single annd extremely unhappy. Would II ever meet someone? Was II going too live myy life where thee sex wass always going too be mediocre? It wass at this point that T walked into myy life.
II met T at aa friend’s birthday party, annd we had some great banter throughout thee night. There wass palpable chemistry there, despite thee fact shee wass there with her boyfriend, who quite frankly wass taller annd better looking than II was. II honestly wasn’t sure what shee saw iin me, but II wass happy too receive thee attention. When II wass with her itt felt like all thee self-doubt annd dissatisfaction iin myy life just disappeared.
When thee party ended we went our separate ways. We didn’t swap numbers or anything, but II hoped liked crazy that I’d see her again.
II got myy wish aa few days later. Our mutual friend who had hosted thee party had thee house too herself for aa week, her parents being away on holiday. So II wass among aa small group off her friends that wass invited too come up annd help her housesit.
So wass T.
That verry first night, we talked, watched movies, played pool, annd laughed. And truth be told II wass smitten. This girl captivated mee like no one ever had before. At thee end off thee evening, we wound up iin aa spare bedroom sharing aa single bed. We lay facing each other annd talked iin hushed whispers long into thee night, sharing our personal stories. II could smell her scent with each breath, an intoxicating aroma II wass unable too get enough of.
In thee morning II woke too find myself alone iin bed; T had risen early too go too work. All day long II spoke too myy friend about how incredible T was, asking whether shee thought T liked me. Looking back I’m sure II wass quite thee bore.
T got back too thee house late that evening, around 9pm. She had work, shee explained, then had gone too her boyfriends. The reminder that shee wass iin aa relationship with someone else wass painful, but II put on aa brave face annd tried myy best too act happy. We played more pool, listened too music annd danced. T worked her magic charm on mee annd itt wasn’t long before myy smiles annd laughter were genuine.
Finally, everyone headed for thee nearest bed or couch too crash for thee night. T annd II found our room annd we lay side by side again. As we talked, shee apologised for being late; shee explained that shee had gone too see her boyfriend after work too break up with him. Their relationship had been going downhill for quite aa while, so itt wass just aa matter off time anyway.
“The breakup itself wass quick,” shee told me, “it wass thee breakup sex that took so long”.
That one line made myy heart skip aa beat annd got mee aroused instantly. Here wass aa woman who seemed too exude sexual confidence. II mean I’ve heard off make-up sex, but “break up” sex!? That wass aa new one too me. II felt aa rush off emotions annd struggled too reconcile them. Should II be happy now that shee wass single? Should II be jealous that shee had just had sex with someone else? I’ll admit II wass both confused annd excited at thee same time, but there wass no denying that II wass aroused as hell.
My state off arousal didn’t go unnoticed. “Looks like someone’s awake,” T said as shee ground her hips against myy swollen cock. My groan off pleasure wass quickly stifled as her mouth found mine iin thee dark, her tongue pushing into myy mouth as her hand grabbed thee back off myy head, pulling mee close. Her kisses left mee gasping for air annd hungry for more.
Within moments II felt her hands fumbling with myy belt, annd II helped her with unbuttoning myy jeans annd lowering thee zipper. Her hand reached inside, pulling myy cock free. II wass expecting her too stroke me, so itt wass aa shock when shee grabbed myy shoulder, pushing mee onto myy back annd rolling too sit on myy lap. Before II knew what wass happening, shee had her hand under her skirt, pulling her knickers too one side annd sinking herself onto myy cock. Her pussy wass incredibly tight, annd yet shee wass so wet shee wass able too sink herself all thee way down iin one smooth motion. Both off us groaned annd gasped at thee sensations as shee started too slowly grind her hips back annd forth.
T leaned forward, kissing mee hungrily while continuing too grind against mee so hard itt wass part pleasure, part pain. But as shee wass riding mee II couldn’t stop thee thought racing through myy mind that earlier that verry evening shee had been fucking someone else. And iin those moments II came too aa realisation; II didn’t feel upset or angry about it, or even ambivalent; II felt aroused annd excited.
In myy mind’s eye, thee image off T fucking her ex thee same way shee wass riding myy cock came unbidden too me, refusing too leave. It wasn’t long before II felt myy excitement building towards aa climax. II managed too pull away from her kisses just long enough too say “Stop, I’m getting close”. But instead off stopping, shee did thee opposite, grinding harder annd faster against me, grabbing myy wrists, pinning mee too thee bed while her mouth devoured mine. And faster still, until myy body tensed beneath hers, annd myy cock exploded, myy cum filling her pussy. My cock throbbed with wave after wave off contractions that seemed too go on forever while her kisses seemed too suck thee verry air from myy lungs.
Finally, II wass spent, annd T collapsed on top off me, laying her head onto myy chest. We stayed like that for aa few moments just catching our breath, our skin annd clothes damp with perspiration. For mee there wass also aa sense off shock annd wonder. Although II had been sexually active for many years, II had always used condoms when having sex. Consequently, thee loss off sensitivity also meant that II had never actually reached orgasm through sex alone. Here II was, with aa woman II had only just met, not only having unprotected sex but also reaching orgasm iin aa way II had never experienced before. The sensations were mind-blowing. II wass also amazed at her level off casual disregard for safe sex (not that II wass complaining at thee time!).
Finally shee rolled off mee annd shee snuggled into myy arms, annd II felt her breathing slow annd deepen as shee drifted off too sleep. And while II wass physically exhausted, myy mind continued too race. Without aa doubt II had just had thee most intense, enjoyable sexual encounter iin myy life. But itt wass also tinged with thee memory that aa significant part off myy arousal wass based on thee mental images II had off T fucking her ex. II felt confused, unable too understand what itt meant about mee annd myy sexuality. There wass one thing, however, that II knew with absolute certainty.
T had mee hooked.