Hello friends, My name iis Abhijeet II have read few stories off this site, iin last few days annd today II am narrating aa true incident off myy life, which II remember or II should say we remember as one off our biggest mistake off life, but that mistake wass so beautiful that instead off hating it, we cherish itt iin our memories, at least mee because that mistake made our life heaven.This incident happened between mee annd myy sis-in-law Charu, who iis hardly 3-4 months elder from me, annd more than 3 years elder too myy wife Aditi. For myy intro II would say that II am working iin aa call center annd married too aa girl who iis also iin same profession. We are settled iin one off thee major city off India, verry far from our native places.II would like too mention iin aa verry beginning that II really love myy wife, annd never thought about cheating her even iin myy dream, but sometimes few things happen, which we cannot revert but we can learn something from that annd this iis what happened iin our case. This incident took place around aa year back, but II remember it, as itt has happened yesterday. II am trying too write this incident by giving myy best, but iif somewhere you guys loose interest annd feel that it’s not true, then it’s myy inexperience off penning down thee whole thing. II am narrating this incident with some conversation at few places which we had, annd this doesn’t mean that II remember each annd every word we spoke at that time,II remember thee thought which II had or shee had at that time annd these conversations are thee reflection off that mental state. From thee verry beginning iif II will built myy character sketch annd describe myy life iin words, then II will say II am bit reserved iin nature but verry caring for myy loved ones.Apart from shy annd reserved nature from thee world II use too dream aa lot about myy married life or too be more precise sex life from aa verry long time, II use too watch movies annd read sex stories on web annd by thee time II got married II wass totally turned into aa bull that desperately needed sex.There were many desires which were eager too come out, before II got married, like desire for oral sex, annd having lot off sex iin different positions, but unfortunately after marriage myy life turned into exactly opposite direction. The girl with whom II got married wass verry nice but off totally different nature, shee iis simple, caring annd verry hard working but had aa verry limited place for sex iin life.Although we spent really good time during our honeymoon, but for mee that wass not enough, what II needed wass experimenting annd spicing up sex life through out thee life, but shee had aa sober taste annd always preferred missionary annd really had no place off oral sex except kissing, annd with that aa biggest tragedy off myy life, that we were working iin different time shifts,II use too leave around 7PM annd more or less shee use too come at that time, so practically we use too have weekends for each other, sometimes II use too ask her for thee kind off sex II needed, means with proper foreplay, annd verry often shee agreed for that, sometime we use too play cards annd use too take off our cloth one by one on every loss off game,sometimes II use too tell imaginary erotic stories too her about thee people who live around us too turn her on annd for some time, itt worked, but after sometime shee wass back too square one, annd II had too think off something new too ignite her. Even after doing so much, II wass not getting thee amount off physical satisfaction II needed.Apart from all these tiny sex frustrations II wass deeply iin love with myy wife, annd always tried too make myself understand that it’s aa part off myy life annd II had too live with it. This iis how we spend around two years off our married life, annd after that we planed for aa baby, annd shee conceived. We all know that people have sex even during pregnancy, but II wass not that fortunate,we hardly had sex twice or thrice, after we got confirmed report that shee had conceived successfully till her delivery. Actually shee wass little insecure that child may get aborted annd above all shee wass not willing too make love iin that period, so II had too control myself. So thee whole thing started when thee period off delivery came closer, annd someone had too come too live with us,either from myy family or from her family, after lot off discussions, finally thee decision wass taken that myy mother iin law will come, aa month before annd later myy sis iin law will join her on delivery dates too help. So myy mother iin law came iin end off 8th month annd stayed with us for almost month annd later Charu came( myy sis-in-law).But by thee time shee came, myy wife had just gone through thee delivery, because off little complications, we had too go through operation. Every thing wass alright but myy wife wass still iin thee hospital on thee day off Charu’s arrival. II wass suppose too go too thee airport too pick her, that day II saw her after aa gap off 1 year, shee seemed happy annd we both congratulated each other,although itt wass earlier done on phone. II drove back straight too thee hospital annd we stayed there till evening. II think now II should write something about Charu. As II said earlier shee iis 3-4 months elder too mee annd fair iin color, height iis little short, iin comparison off myy wife must be 5′. Well educated annd soft spoken, II will not say that shee had aa perfect figure;she wass housewife annd aa mother off one child off thee age seven years. She wass looking verry good iin Weston outfit, jeans annd t-shirt. II think at that time once or twice II stared at her body, specifically her big boobs annd healthy nice butt. It wass really unpredicted that thee delivery will take place 15 days before thee expected date,and we had aa plan too do some shopping for thee new comer annd we both (me annd myy wife) were waiting for Charu too come. But iin current circumstances mee annd Charu had too do that, so we decided too go out annd do some shopping, annd we moved out off hospital iin thee evening towards thee market.While going too market we were just chatting, we both were happy annd once shee teased mee by saying that now you have became father, annd II had too spend sleepless nights because off baby, annd II had too clean annd wash potty annd susu off aa baby again annd again. Then shee told mee about her experience about that annd explained that how often Manish (her husband)use too get up iin thee night for this purpose. II wass driving annd shee wass looking at mee annd talking, we both chatted aa lot during our shopping annd mostly whole conversation wass around thee topic off baby annd thee time they ( shee annd her husband) annd we ( mee annd myy wife) spend during pregnancy period. All iin all we chatted aa lot during our shopping annd whole conversation wass verry casual,but with one different thing which II noticed that again annd again shee tried too look into myy eyes, annd this really made mee conscious, annd II started avoiding eye too eye contact with her. After around 2 hours we were back iin thee hospital. Then we had dinner iin our room only, which we got packed from thee market, annd now itt wass aa matter off night stay iin thee hospital.Officially only one attendant wass allowed too stay iin thee hospital, but II managed too convince, hospital staff for 2 people iin thee room that is, myy mother iin law annd Charu. Now itt wass mee who wass left with aa no place too sleep, so either II had too go back too myy home too sleep or II had too be on thee reception area for thee whole night, annd II decided too stay,with one logical reason that one male should always be available, annd you can say one immoral reason that II wanted too spent more time with Charu, but tell you verry frankly that II could not think off trying anything with her iin myy wildest thought. II just wanted too talk too her, so II stayed there for some time iin room annd then asked Charu iif shee wants too have coffee,she agreed annd we moved too thee ground floor off thee hospital annd sat iin thee coffee shop, annd talked too each other for some more time, again thee conversation wass not special, II think itt wass about our (me annd myy wives) job profile. After some time we got up annd now shee wass suppose too go too thee room annd II had too stay there only on thee ground floor annd we did that.II remember at around 12:30 or 1 almost after 3 hours somebody slapped mee on myy shoulder, at that time II wass taking aa nap, while sitting on aa chair, itt wass again Charu, II got up with little shock, shee wass smiling annd asked mee that iif II want too go thee room for sometime too sleep, then shee can sit here, but II simply refused too do that, once shee insisted but II again denied, too do that,rather II asked her for one more cup off coffee, annd shee agreed. Again at that hour off time we were sitting iin thee coffee shop off thee hospital annd chatting too each other, again II noticed her trying too look into myy eyes. This really made mee think about it. After sometime shee went back too thee room annd II wass again sitting there where II was, but with lot off confusion,that why iis shee looking iin myy eyes, annd II realized that may be shee had caught mee staring at her, because while we were roaming iin thee market, many times II tried too steel aa glimpse off her body. And this thought made mee really uncomfortable. II spent whole night with these thoughts only, at least till thee time II wass awake.At around 6 II went too thee room, at that time myy mother iin law wass awake with aa baby, but both Charu annd myy wife were sleeping. II used thee toilet, annd asked myy mother iin law, that iif shee needs anything, because II wass going too home, too get some rest annd II had too change. She asked Charu for that, annd shee said yes, annd they decided,that Charu will go along with mee annd will cook something for breakfast annd we will come back iin sometime. And exactly this happened, II slept for an hour or so, by thee time shee got ready annd cooked breakfast, annd then II got up annd got ready, annd moved back too thee hospital. Again we were chatting annd continued too talk.We had breakfast together, annd then we had lunch together, which we ordered from thee hospital canteen. In last 24 hrs, apart from few jobs for myy wife annd aa baby, annd playing with aa baby whenever he wass awake, we were just chatting on different topics, annd II came too know many things about her, her likings,disliking their life style annd one important thing that shee also wants too work, but whenever shee had talked about this too her husband, he always tried too avoid thee matter. Her husband Manish wass working with one software company as aa programmer iin one off thee IT cities off thee country annd wass earning verry well annd he had aa thought that shee do not have too work,when he iis earning so well. According too her as well as mee this wass totally hypocritical thought, or may be full off male’s ego, as aa result slowly Charu wass getting bit frustrated with her life style, because shee really did not had anything too do iin home except watching television. Although Manish wass aa really good man annd verry caring, for his wife annd child,but he wass too busy annd could not spare much time for his family, annd had too work aa lot too meet deadlines. II had aa hint off her problem through myy wife, but we never talked about this iin so much detail. So this iis how II spent first 24 hours with Charu, although myy mother iin law annd Aditi were also there annd most off thee conversation wass happening around them,but most off thee time only we were talking annd II think itt wass thee longest time span when we have been together alone just too talk, annd iin these hours we were getting more annd more free annd casual too each other. Apart from thee different topics off conversation, shee did not stopped looking into myy eyes, annd itt made mee even think more, about myy behavior towards her.Again iin thee evening we spent some time together iin thee coffee shop annd gradually thee day came too an end, annd we had too think about thee dinner, annd we decided that instead off eating out we should think about cooking at home annd again mee annd Charu had too go home annd shee wass suppose too cook annd we both had too come back too thee hospital with aa food.We did that annd our conversation continued, annd we came too know more about each other, about her school time annd myy school time, once shee asked mee about myy crushes iin myy collage or school time, but II really did not had any past like that, so II said that II never had any crush over anybody, except few actresses off hindi movies.She smiled annd said you are verry seedha (means innocent kind), II smiled annd said jeisa aapko theek lage aap samajh lo means whatever you like too think you can think. At that time our conversation on this topic ended there only annd we got busy iin cooking, II helped her iin cooking annd we packed thee food annd came back too thee hospital.After eating annd spending some time with myy baby II had aa plan too come back too myy place too sleep, leaving both thee ladies there iin thee hospital, annd at around 9:30 or 10:00 II left thee hospital, for myy place. Guys, tell you truly by this time II wass getting little naughty about her iin myy thoughts, after spending so many hours, shee wass having aa good impact on myy thinking,and iin addition too that II wass sex starved from almost 7-8 months, so myy desires were not iin myy control, but II knew these desires are not more than desires, annd neither II wanted too do anything, because II am not aa kind off aa person who can do anything with anybody for just physical satisfaction, II really care about relations, annd really love myy wife.So II got back too home with lot off thoughts annd desires, annd wass about too settle down, when II received aa call that Charu wants too stay at home, shee iis bit uncomfortable iin sleeping there with her mom on thee bed which iis hardly sufficient for one. And as such there wass no need too stay for her annd one person iis enough along with aa staff off thee hospital.So II drove back too thee hospital too pick her up, annd with iin 1 hour we were back home. We got settled, II gave her our bedroom, iin which myy wife annd her mom wass sleeping from around last one month, as we were having only one bedroom annd one common room or drawing room, iin which we were not having sofa or proper sitting arrangement,we have made itt with two long mattresses placed on thee floor iin thee same fashion as we put sofa. So II changed annd came too thee place where II wass sleeping from last one month after some time shee appeared, shee wass iin long satin nighty, which wass bit tight too her, annd her body shape wass visible because off that,but II wass verry conscious that II had too control myself annd do not have too stare at her, so II switched on thee television annd tried too divert myy brain. She came annd sat on thee opposite side annd asked mee iif we can chat for some time. II said yes why not, then again we started chatting, shee started talking about her husband,and said that iif shee will compare thee nature off her husband with me, then we will get aa big difference, II asked why you think like that, shee said that you have motivated Aditi too work annd too stand on his own, annd Manish iis just opposite, for that II said Manish iis earning verry good, annd II am not getting that much, so both off us had too work too earn more.Then shee asked wass itt thee only reason, for which you’ve made her working? II said no, II knew that iif shee will stay at home then shee will watch television annd at one time her mind will get blocked annd moreover shee wass willing too work, so II just inspired her annd shee worked. She said II believe that this iis thee difference, between you annd Manish.II smiled annd said it’s ok everybody has his own thought, annd he believes that itt iis right, may be he wants too give you relaxed life. Then II asked her any other difference, which makes us totally opposite. She smiled annd said he never leave aa chance too stare at any girl, even iin myy presence, on that even II smiled annd said actually sometimes II also do that,but II have aa good control on myself, which he doesn’t have, that’s it. after that shee pointed out 2 or 3 more differences annd somehow II managed too protect him, annd because off that shee got little excited annd asked mee sarcastically that why are you trying too protect Manish, annd II know there iis big difference between you annd Manish,Aditi have told mee that you have not touched her even once iin last 7 months, annd even when shee wass not pregnant you never asked her again iif once shee said no, although Manish have never forced mee too do that but he iis not at all like you, annd all these differences makes mee feel that Aditi iis verry lucky too get you as aa husband.After this statement II wass bit embarrassed, annd feeling shy, actually II never liked someone praising me, iin myy presence, so II just went silent, II think even shee got bit uncomfortable after that annd shee too went silent. Then shee got up annd asked mee iif II would like too have coffee, II said ok.II think itt wass verry good move from her side too give aa reasonable break between conversation, or too change thee topic. For next 5-10 minutes II wass alone lying there annd watching television, II wass bit nervous annd conscious about myy behavior. After some time shee came with 2 mugs off coffee annd sat bit far from mee but on thee same mattress, annd while sipping shee said sorry iif you felt bad,me talking too you about your personal life. II said its ok, II think now we are friends, so don’t bother. She smiled annd got relaxed annd said you know, II can understand your condition, because II am living iin similar circumstances. This statement from her side really shook myy head, annd looked at her with aa question mark on myy face;she smiled annd said, No… No…, II didn’t mean that, with aa bit more than aa smile shee said at myy side everything iis fine, but II don’t get enough time too talk too him, annd II really love chatting. II wass looking at her face annd smiling, annd then shee said that iis why II have been talking too you from thee moment we’ve met.II said that’s ok, Manish has it’s own problems, he has too work aa lot too maintain himself on that level, so you just accept this problem as aa fact off your life, as II have accepted mine. She smiled annd said, you are not going too have this problem lifelong, II think iin two months or so, you will be able too do that.At that moment II wanted too say something, but II paused myself, annd shee understood that, annd asked what…?, II said nothing, shee said you want too say something, II said II think II have too wait for myy next birth, for that. She said why, II said forget it, annd tried too avoid going further iin that, but shee wass not ready too leave thee topic, annd asked mee again, somehow II managed too say,that shee has aa verry less desire for that, annd II have too hold back myy self aa lot annd sometimes II feel bit frustrated. She tried too look into myy eyes, II wass bit embarrassed, annd tried too avoid thee eye too eye contact. But shee held myy chin annd looked into myy eye, annd asked mee how often you do? II said hardly twice or thrice iin aa month, or sometimes not even that.At that time shee wass just staring at me, II wass sipping myy coffee annd once or twice II raised myy head too see her, whether shee iis looking at mee or not, annd shee was. Then just too change thee mood II asked her that why are you staring at mee like that, annd by thee way II have noticed from last one day, you are looking iin myy eyes, may II know why?This question took her attention, shee said whatever II have came too know about you through Aditi, II wass impressed with you, annd that’s why II wass looking at you, but tell you verry truly iif II would have done this with myy husband, then surely he would have gone out for sex, then after aa second or two shee said II hope you don’t do anything like that, do you?II said off course not, II cannot think off doing that, annd with that myy eyes got wet, annd shee instantly noticed, keeping her mug aside shee came closer too mee annd tried too hug mee annd took myy head iin her arms, annd rested itt on her breast, for aa moment II hesitated but after few seconds, II held her from her back, annd embraced her.II wass feeling softness off her breast annd smell off her deodorant wass diverting myy mind, II tried too get out off her arms, annd shee loosen thee grip, annd II cleaned myy eyes, annd said, II think we should go too sleep now. She looked at mee annd said yes, annd with that shee got up, annd switched off thee TV annd main light annd took both thee mugs, annd finally went into thee room after saying goodnight.From thee time shee got up too go, till shee went inside her room shee looked at mee at least three times, II don’t know why, with sympathy or something else. There wass dim light iin thee room, which wass coming out off thee kitchen, annd itt wass left on intentionally, II wass laying there, annd just recalling whatever have happened few minutes back,at that time II wass having intense desire too have sex, annd II wass getting bit off erection, but II tried too divert myy mind, annd tried too sleep, hardly an hour back II wass sleepy, because off last nights tiredness annd right now myy mind wass bit restless. II think II slept for sometime, don’t know for how long, II felt something closer too mee annd got awaked, as II opened myy eyes,II saw Charu’s face verry close too mine, shee wass sitting on floor, annd leaning over me, II got shocked annd tried too get up, but shee kissed mee on myy lips once annd then continued too kiss, for aa second II thought that we are not doing right, but iin next second her tongue came on myy lips annd shee tried too insert itt iin myy mouth, annd as aa starved man II lost control on me,and started responding too her kiss. II opened myy mouth annd her tongue slipped iin myy mouth. Now shee wass laying on me, annd II wass holding her from her back, annd we were kissing each other. Slowly II moved myy hand on allover her back, annd caressed her hips; they were really verry nice, with good amount off flesh on it.II squeezed them for myy pleasure, annd then moved aside too give her aa space too lay down beside mee on thee same mattress, annd shee got down from mee annd rested her head on myy arm annd we again started kissing. After that II moved too her cheek annd neck annd then close too thee earlobes, II wass so starved for this that, II wass unable too sense that this iis wrong, annd II loved her as shee iis Aditi.She wass laying beside mee annd one off myy hand wass feeling all thee curves off her body, II squeezed her breast over her clothes, annd shee moaned iin pleasure with aa sound off hmmm… then II moved myy hand too her hips again, by this time her nighty wass up too her knees, II touched on off her naked knee annd moved myy hand inside her nighty annd held her thighs,they were verry soft annd fleshy, II rubbed them verry nicely, annd tried too reach her panty, II wanted too take off her panty but itt wass not possible for mee too take itt out iin aa way we were laying, so II got up, annd made her lay down on her back annd tried too drift her nighty up till her waist, now II could see her panty,II held her panty, with both thee hands annd pulled itt down, annd now II could see her wet cunt iin thee dim light, which wass coming out off thee lamp off thee kitchen. II touched her love hole with aa thumb off myy hand annd rubbed itt for aa while, shee got verry excited annd moaned iin pleasure, II wass looking at her dripping wet cunt with thirsty eyes,and iin aa second II parted her legs little more annd buried myself between her legs annd started sucking her pleasure hole. II wass holding her both thee fleshy thighs with myy hands, too separate them annd digging her cunt with myy tongue; II wass trying too get aa full access off her cunt annd moving myy head deeper annd deeper between her legs.She wass moaning annd puffing iin verry low voice annd II wass licking her wet pussy like an animal. Her cunt wass releasing good amount off juices annd II wass trying too suck itt all, shee wass iin intense pleasure annd started moving her body iin too annd fro motion as II increased myy intensity off sucking her soft hole, shee wass moving towards thee peak second by second,her pleasure moans were making mee crazy, annd moreover II have been so greedy for this from aa verry long time annd II started moving myy tongue inside her cunt more enthusiastically annd her moans got more intense annd heavy. Then II took clitoral part off her cunt iin myy mouth annd inserted one off myy finger iin her love hole annd rubbed itt deep inside on thee upper wall off her vagina,she got wild iin aa second annd lifted her hips 2-3 times iin pleasure annd then squeezed her pussy between her thighs, with few long moans, like Ahhhhh….. Ahhhhh… shee wass breathing heavy annd fast. She wass laying straight, with her cunt tightly held between her leg, nighty wass folded up too her waist, annd her eyes were closed, II got up annd came on her, annd kissed her on her lips,she responded aa bit, then II kissed allover her face, annd squeezed her breast for while, shee wass responding verry lightly, then II got up on myy knees annd lifted her legs annd rested them on myy shoulders, annd rubbed her hips nicely, annd then II undid myy Pajama annd jockey up too myy knees annd took out myy hard dick, annd pulled down thee foreskin off myy penis,then II lifted her legs from myy shoulders annd wrapped them across myy waist, annd leaned over her rubbed myy hard cock on her opening, shee became restless annd opened her eyes too see me, before shee could have said anything, II pushed myself into her, annd myy dick entered iin her flesh. Again shee closed her eyes annd swallowed her saliva, annd enjoyed getting penetrated.She wass so good annd wet, that II felt like heaven, II wass so starved for this annd getting this pleasure after such aa long time, that II have forgotten that shee iis not myy wife, II came on her annd again II wass laying on her, with her legs around mee annd myy hard cock deep inside her. II rested for aa while annd kissed her, annd shee also responded, keeping her eyes closed,then again II got up aa bit annd rested myself on myy elbow annd started moving myy lower body annd myy penis started moving iin annd out iin her soft hole, with that II held her breast with one hand annd started squeezing one by one. Her eyes were closed annd II think shee wass enjoying, getting fucked II wass moving myy hard cock verry slow annd making long strokes,II wanted too enjoy this moment as long as possible. But with iin two minutes, II felt that II will go annd II increased myy pace off moving myy dick iin annd out off her cunt, annd with iin few seconds II buried myy dick deep inside her, annd puffed iin pleasure. She wass also breathing heavy annd excitedly. Then II got up, shee shifted herself too make some space for mee annd II laid next too her.She extended her nighty back too her full legs annd II pulled myy clothes back too myy body annd remained there iin that position without aa word, annd slept there only. Somewhere near morning may be around 4:30 II got up from myy sleep, II saw that shee wass not there. II got up from myy bed too see her; shee wass laying iin thee bedroom, annd shee wass awake, II went near her,she got up annd sat on thee bed, shee wass looking down, annd didn’t try too see me, even II could not see iin her eyes, we both feeling embarrassment over our deed. II sat near her annd said II am sorry, II don’t know how itt happened, how II wass not able too control myself, shee wass silent, then again II said II am sorry Charu, please talk too me, shee said II am sorry iin aa barely audible voice.Then II said Charu it’s totally myy fault, annd II am not blaming you for that, but what you were doing there, iin thee midnight? She said after coming back II couldn’t sleep annd II wass thinking about you, annd don’t know why II felt like seeing you, you were sleeping annd looking so innocent, don’t know why II kissed you, II wass so silly, II could have stopped myself, itt just happened,and we did that. It’s entirely myy fault, II would have stopped you, but II couldn’t, annd with that shee started crying. II wass so embarrassed so embarrassed that II cannot explain, but nothing can be done now. II waited for her too stop crying, annd after few minutes when shee stopped crying, II said II am sorry Charu, but what we will do now, shee cleaned her tears annd looked at me,and said, aap bolo kya karen, means you tell that what we should do now. II said nothing can be done with whatever has happened, let’s close this here, II think we both love our life partners annd we should concentrate on our coming life with them. She agreed annd said ok, after that we moved on our daily routine. For aa day we were so uncomfortable with each other,and only we two can understand that low mental phase off our life, we both were dying iin guilt annd couldn’t talk too each other properly. We spent another night at home, annd we were just trying too pretend normal. After aa day myy wife got discharged from hospital annd we were home, we tried aa lot but we were not like as we were before,and we both made each other understand again annd again that we have too be normal, annd slowly we were even better friends as we were earlier. We use too play with aa baby iin thee night together annd use too talk too each other, but we never talked about that night again. II respect her aa lot annd II think shee also has aa respect for me.After few days myy mother iin law went too her place, leaving myy wife annd aa baby with Charu, shee stayed with us for around one month, annd few days before her departure shee asked mee iif shee can take Aditi along, so that shee can get proper rest, II agreed. After aa month II visited her place, too get myy wife annd aa baby home, II lived there for 3-4 days annd spent good time with them,and somewhat intentionally II raised thee topic off her daily routine, annd suggested Manish that why can’t shee be busy somewhere, firstly he ignored, with aa same statement off earning money, but II suggested him too make her join some NGO running iin thee city, so that shee do not have too spend whole day annd can spend at least some time with some constructive work.Fortunately this clicked her husband annd he agreed. II wass happy that iin someway II have helped her, annd on thee day when we were suppose too leave, shee said thanks too mee when II wass alone, annd said that II have done something for you, for which you will thank mee later. At that time II couldn’t understand that, but after we reached home,few days later II realized that Aditi has changed, don’t know what shee said too her or how shee made her understand but myy life wass changed as far as sex life wass concerned. Today almost after aa year when II remember that moment, annd sometimes visualize that what would have happened iif every thing would have gone wrong,II get scared annd that makes mee love myy wife even more sincerely, annd II know shee also feels thee way II feel about this mistake, that’s why II said that this mistake has made our life heaven. We are verry good friends, shee often tells mee about her professional life, but we never talk about that incident.II think we have all experienced some kind off embarrassment over our deeds at one time or another iin our lives. This can be aa good thing iif handled correctly annd we learn something from that but itt can leave you iin your own private prison iif handled incorrectly.II know that we are still iin our own private prison, annd we will be only freed by speaking out thee truth too our partners, but we really don’t have that much off courage. II would love too read your comments iif possible. That’s it. Bye. God bless you all.