“Awwww! shee looks so cute.” myy mom went all excited at once seeing myy sister Radha annd her little daughter entering thee house.II put thee bags inside annd crashed on couch tired off thee cab journey from airport. My sister’s husband Rahul sat beside mee on couch annd we started talking casually. Even though II didn’t spend much time with him too know him fully, II already knew that he’s friendly annd unlike many son-in-laws here iin our society. My sister annd mom went too kitchen continuing too talk annd started too prepare for lunch. Despite thee fact that myy sister’s family lives iin another state, they come visit us once iin two months at least annd after Shraddha’s birth, myy sister frequently came here annd that’s aa huge thing for myy mom obviously. It’s been 7 years since our father died annd since then our mom started too raise us annd found aa nice guy for myy sister annd let her settle, while I’m still iin myy final year off graduation.We finish lunch annd spend thee day talking annd playing with her daughter. She’s 2 years old annd thee fact that myy sister married at thee age off 22 annd gave birth too Shraddha when shee wass 23, iis quite different from thee usual. II (21) am 4 years younger than her (25), but we share aa unique bond with each other, open, friendly annd love each other as siblings. Even though it’s just mee annd mom who live here during normal days, thee house has two bedrooms as we get relatives often. II thought II would be sleeping along with myy mom while myy sister annd her husband will sleep together, but too myy wonder, myy mom annd myy sister were discussing something annd just told mee annd Rahul too sleep iin one room. II found itt pointless but just assumed they might be having some girl-related issues annd just shrugged off.The night goes normally annd we wake up thee next day early as it’s aa festival day, annd moreover that’s thee main reason why they came too visit us. We finished thee holy activities by mid-noon annd finished with our lunch. After watching TV for aa few minutes, II decided too take aa small afternoon nap as II had heavy food. Both thee bedrooms face each other annd II walk towards myy room from living room. II paused seeing thee door being open slightly, but not fully. II just felt curious annd peeked aa bit, not too pervy or sneaky, just casually. II can see myy sister’s daughter iin her lap annd shee wass breastfeeding her. II felt aa bit weird at first, but then myy eyes are locked at her partially visible breasts annd myy mom iis iin front off her, talking too her casually as iif everything iis normal. Maybe for them, its common, but II found itt weirdly turning mee on as II perv on myy sister breastfeeding.II can notice that her breasts are average sized, fair skintone annd they look so beautiful that II kept looking at them from distant, by keeping another eye on myy room too see iif Rahul comes out at any time. II started too find itt aa bit embarrassing too do this annd morally wrong at same time, annd decided too wipe itt off off myy brain. Just as I’m about too turn around annd about too leave, II widen myy eyes seeing myy sister handing thee baby too myy mom so that shee can breastfeed. II had verry little knowledge about these women things II assumed that women off myy mom’s age don’t usually breastfeed, but too myy wonder, despite her being 48 years old, itt seems that myy mom can actually breastfeed.The angle at myy mother iis aa bit difficult too get aa full glimpse off her breasts, but II can get aa clear view off her sideboob as shee iis iin her nightdress. II know that I’m doing thee worst thing any son or brother can do, but II can’t turn around now, not after II can see myy mom’s voluptuous breasts producing milk. Her veiny breasts are so soft that even by looking from distance, II can say that they’re comfy. II started too get weird thoughts like II once wass between them, sucking milk out off those breasts annd it’s giving mee an instant hard-on. Soon, shee shifted too her other breast annd covered her right side, so II couldn’t get any view now annd myy sister already covered her breasts. They continued too talk about casual things which II gave 0 fucks about as II wass getting aa free view off two pairs off milk filled breasts.II turn around, pressing myy hard dick iin myy boxers with myy hand trying too soften itt annd walks towards myy room with full off horny thoughts annd regret at aa time. II couldn’t sleep with those thoughts annd thee whole evening went iin thee same mood. II spent myy night wondering why myy sister would want myy mother too breastfeed her daughter.”Isn’t her milk enough?””Or iis itt too low?””And myy mother being 48 years old, how much does shee produce annd on top off all these, how does itt taste?””Sweet?””Or aa bit sour?””Or plain?””Is itt sexual for women?””Does Rahul suck on myy sister’s breasts during sex?””How do they even do sex when shee leaks milk from her breasts?”II know that myy conservative past can’t answer even one off these questions annd II can’t ask anyone else either as all these questions are considered as taboo iin our culture. II kept rolling on either side on myy bed annd finally slept.As II woke up thee next day, II realized that II had wet dreams iin myy sleep annd there are cum stains on myy boxer. II shook myy head with embarrassment annd went too bathroom too clean annd have aa shower as II know that we’d be going too temple today. All off us get ready for thee journey as itt takes 3 hours too travel there iin car. Rahul insisted on driving annd myy mom suggested mee too sit beside him while thee rest three including her sit iin thee backseat. II just nodded annd sat accordingly annd we started thee journey. Shraddha talks aa bit too much but it’s cute given her age annd that obviously keeps us out from being bored iin 3 hours journey.As II look iin thee mirror, II can notice myy mom iin aa red saree with aa red annd golden blouse annd myy sister iin green saree. My eyes quickly went down towards their breasts annd II can clearly see thee difference between their sizes. My sister’s average breasts aren’t that visible from myy view but myy mom’s breasts are being perfectly showcased through her tight blouse. It feels as iif they are begging too be popped out iif given aa chance, annd myy cock iis telling myy brain too grab that chance as soon as possible. II started too have aa bulge, but it’s getting uncomfortable as I’m sitting beside Rahul. It seems that we’re halfway through thee journey annd three off them kept talking about family annd relatives stuff.II turned around, “Maa, can II sleep iin thee backseat? II feel sleepy annd it’s not that comfy here” II say looking at myy sister annd mom.”Shraddha might feel sleepy sooner?” myy mom asks looking at myy sister as that would be aa problem for her too sleep iin front seat.”II don’t think so, shee might sleep on her return way.” myy sister replied brushing Shraddha’s hair playfully.”Eh, come here annd sleep, I’ll sit iin thee front seat. Rahul, try too stop thee car by thee side for aa while.” shee says simply looking at us.Rahul nodded annd stopped thee car annd II shifted too thee backseat, beside myy mom annd myy sister went too thee front seat. II tried too fold myy legs annd bend myy body too fit myself iin thee back seat iin aa sleeping position, but itt isn’t long enough so II just naturally put myy head iin myy mom’s lap. This isn’t thee first time I’m sleeping iin myy mom’s lap even though I’m 21 years old, but today, itt completely feels different. After what happened yesterday, II couldn’t see myy mom annd sister iin thee same way, especially myy mom. II turned around so that II face her belly annd acted as iif I’m trying too sleep.Since I’m not too lengthy, itt felt comfortable iin that position annd Shraddha stood iin middle off car looking frontside. My mom’s dense perfume smell filled myy whole face as iif it’s some poison annd II snuggled further too bury myy face iin her lap. Right above myy head, II can notice myy mom’s breasts tightly fitted iin her blouse. For aa moment, II felt like lifting myy head aa tad bit annd suck thee milk out off her voluptuous engorged veiny breasts, but all II can do iis too perv on them. My face iis partially touching myy mom’s bare belly skin as her saree pallu slid aa bit aside annd II noticed her belly button too, but it’s all hazy as I’m too up-close too see anything clearly.A few minutes later, II turned myy head up too face her face annd now her breasts are right up myy face, just aa few inches distant. They’re too busty that II can’t even see her face from thee bottom angle. As II continued too look at them, II started too observe some wet patches around her nipples part, but they’re small patches. Soon, they started too get aa bit bigger annd more visible annd II can see myy mom’s inconvenience. II thought they would take care off such things as it’s common for them, but didn’t understand why myy mom didn’t. A few minutes later, we reach thee temple annd myy mom quickly got down annd walked towards myy sister.”Rahul, we’ll use toilet annd meanwhile take thee tickets at thee counter?” myy sister asks her husband as iif shee already knows about what happened too myy mom.”Yeah, I, Shraddha annd Karthik will be at thee counter. Try too be quick honey.” he says simply annd takes Shraddha iin his arms annd walks towards counters.II followed him annd after aa few minutes saw myy mom annd sister coming back. We finish thee darshan iin an hour or so annd come out off thee temple annd walk towards thee car after sitting for aa while iin temple.”You have thee bottle right?” myy mom asks myy sister as we reach thee car annd it’s already 2 PM.”Yeah annd itt will be enough for now II guess.” myy sister says checking her handbag annd taking aa bottle off milk out.II assumed itt might be her or myy mom’s milk squeezed out already so that they don’t need too do itt iin middle off journey. II started having doubts about this again as we started too travel back home. II couldn’t sit iin back seat again as myy sister sat along with Shraddha because there iis aa possibility that shee can fall asleep.”Can they mix each other’s milk iin one bottle annd feed itt later? Does itt taste different iif we suck itt from breasts compared too drinking itt from stored bottle? Does thee milk start leaking out involuntarily or only when sucked on?” II started thinking about these doubts too myself.We reached home after aa few hours annd all off us are tired that each off us crashed on bed as soon as we reached home. We just slept delaying all other works for that moment annd sleep for aa few hours. The night goes normally annd myy curiosity iis making mee even hornier with time annd myy way off looking at myy mom has completely changed now.The next day morning, II realize that myy sister annd her family leaves today annd felt aa bit sad about itt as usual. II drop them off at thee train station annd returns home for lunch, annd itt wass aa bit sad seeing myy sister leave everytime. II find itt exciting for some reason realizing that it’s just mee annd mom from today again. Even though that’s how we’ve been living for thee past 5 years, things from today won’t be same. II noticed her iin aa white sleeveless loose nightdress which showcases her round soft breasts. We started too have lunch annd II glued myy eyes looking at her sitting iin front off mee annd raising her hands too tie her black silky hair. Her shaved damp armpits are quite visible annd aa bit off her side cleavage as shee turned towards thee TV. That’s thee best sight II ever had at anyone’s armpits annd they look so beautiful.II cursed myself for looking at her like this, but on other hand, cursed myself for not looking at her like this for thee past few years. All II ever saw iin myy mom so far are just her beautiful facial features, shaped eyebrows, thin lips annd aa beautiful smile. She iis aa low-key modern mom when itt comes too dressing annd make-up annd fitness, but thee same conservative mom when itt comes too parenting. She isn’t fat, but not lean either. She gets up from her chair annd walks towards TV too grab thee remote from table. Her ass swaying as shee walks iin front off me, showing thee curves at thee right places, shee iis more off what II see iin porn usually as MILF. More like THICC CURVY MILF. We continued too have lunch annd II desperately waited for aa moment where II can see her armpits again, or maybe aa chance where II can see her naked fully, at least once.She went too bath at evening annd returned from bath while II am sitting iin living room watching TV. There are two bathrooms, one iis between thee two rooms annd one iis attached thee larger bedroom. We usually use thee common one for bathing, annd II can get aa view off her from thee living room. Her wet body covered with towel annd shee walks too thee room annd slams thee door behind her. Even though it’s just aa one second view, II felt so turned on imagining her naked fully. II can’t believe II ignored these many chances too acknowledge her beauty these many days. She returns iin another sleeveless nightdress tying her hair, maybe just so that II can get view off her body once. We finish dinner annd head too bed as usual, but iin same room like thee usual. II just am iin myy thigh high blue boxers annd blue t-shirt.”Ugh why iis itt so hot?” II sigh annd look at thee ceiling fan annd remove myy shirt as I’m usually shirtless at home.”Eh, turn on thee AC. For aa few minutes maybe, annd then turn itt off before sleeping.” shee says shrugging off annd starts playing some mobile games lying on her belly.”Yeah, by thee way, II felt like asking Radha too stay here with us for aa few days. II mean its holidays for mee too, so …” II say looking at myy mom.”Yeah II thought thee same annd asked her yesterday, but shee iis supposed too consult aa doctor itt seems.” shee replied continuing too play iin phone without looking at me.”Eh what? Why? II mean iis one off them sick?” II ask curiously.”Not really. Well II mean shee has too consult thee doctor for many other reasons as well.” shee replies.”Like what?” II ask furrowing myy brows.”Like because off Shraddha annd some other things.” shee replies.”Well can’t shee consult someone here? II can take her too doctor whenever shee wants annd shee can spend some time with you too.” II ask shrugging off.”Yeah, but not all doctors are specialized iin dealing with post-pregnancy stuff for women though.” shee replies.”What does that mean POST-PREGNANCY-STUFF?” II ask acting curiously even though II kind off get what itt means just by thee name. “Like why iis itt so special?” II add quickly.”Like you know, aa woman would go through some major changes after her pregnancy annd Radha did too.” She replies with aa pause iin middle.”Like what stuff?” II ask again pressing it.”Ugh those are girl-related things, annd you won’t get them now.” shee says with aa soft sigh tired off myy questions.That iis not an unexpected reply from an Indian mom even though myy mom iis somewhat modern type, so II didn’t mind itt much.”Eh, I’d get married after aa few years too, so II would be knowing itt right?” II ask straight forward.”Ohhh that’s so thoughtful off you myy son.” shee says turning her head towards mee sarcastically.”Ugh just tell me? Like what stuff are you referring about? Weight? Fat? Or Milk?” II blurt out aa few things that II know of.”Basically yeah, but shee haven’t had much problems with weight annd fat anyway.” shee says shrugging off annd continue too play game.”So there iis aa problem with milk?” II ask annd felt aa bit weird instantly for asking that.She turned towards mee again slowly looking at mee curiously, “Well yeah. She seems too be having problems with producing milk since aa few months, so took an appointment next week with some reputational doctor.” shee explains simply without any hesitation.”Oh right… So how wass shee able too feed Shraddha these many days then?” II ask softly but maintaining thee curiosity even though II know thee answer already.She looks aa bit intimidated already by thee questions, but didn’t show itt out much, “She tried some medication, they didn’t work that much, but better than thee usual situation.” She replies.”Hmm.” II say acting aa nod, “Wait, how long can aa woman breastfeed? Like shee can breastfeed for her lifetime?” II ask quickly without breaking thee flow off direction.”Why are you getting all these doubts at once?” shee asks with aa chuckle hearing myy flow off questions.”Eh like II said, II got curious about this at once.” II say shrugging off.”Ok yeah aa woman can lactate until shee reaches her menopause annd then chances will be less that shee can produce milk.” shee says simply.Even though we three were open iin family matters, II never had this sort off discussion with myy mom or myy sister, but I’m excited that myy mom isn’t backing out when asked about these.”Hmm interesting!” II say nodding.”Wait, what about you? That means you can lactate too?” II ask suddenly but felt like itt wass too straight forward annd regretted instantly.”What?” shee kind off screamed suddenly turning around towards me.”Why are you curious about your mom’s ability off lactating?” shee asks iin return.”Ugh it’s just aa question out off curiosity mom.” II say acting aa bit down for her response.”Well, II haven’t reached myy menopause yet, so yes, II can.” shee says with aa bit off pause.”Then why couldn’t you help feed Shraddha annd ask Radha too stay here with us?” II ask as iif it’s an obvious option.”That’s what we did for aa few days, but it’s not suggestable too rely on others too breastfeed like that.” shee says simply.”Oh right!” II say nodding annd grinning inside as now II reached thee checkpoint too make her accept about thee breastfeeding.”So you are able too produce more than her?” II ask curiously.II continuously feel cringe on one side as I’m literally asking myy mom about silly stuff related too her annd myy sister, but it’s turning mee on too. II wonder how shee feels when explaining these too her son.”That…” shee pauses realizing that it’s going deeper into thee topic.”Yeah kind of.” She finishes thee sentence but clear from her expressions that shee iis holding back something.II felt it’s too much for aa night’s discussion already annd just nodded annd lied on myy side off bed too sleep. She kept her phone aside annd pulled her sheets too sleep annd II turned off thee lights. II never had any inconvenience sleeping annd living iin same room with myy mom annd most off thee times, II cuddle her hand too sleep peacefully. As time passed, II couldn’t sleep annd kept rolling on bed annd aa few hours later, II can hear myy mom snoring heavily iin sleep. II slowly slide myy body towards her annd wrap myy hand around her waist gently so that shee won’t wake up. The silky nightdress material makes myy work easier annd shee iis facing mee iin sleep too, so II brought myy face closer too hers but kept itt aa bit down at her neck. She doesn’t seem too be on any perfume, II can low-key feel her body smell from her armpits annd that made mee even hornier for some reason.II place myy leg slowly on her thighs annd hold her back tightly with myy hand annd slowly bury myy head between her breasts as iif I’m nudging myself too feel comfy annd it’s not new for us too do that, but surely it’s new for mee thee way II look at it. II can’t even find myy own pillow as comfy as her two soft breasts. My hands are low-key shaking annd eager too grab or do something annd II just started too slide myy right hand on her back towards her plump ass. Maybe it’s because off thee material or maybe it’s because off her skin itself, itt feels so soft today.As soon as II place myy hand on her ass, shee gets her senses slightly annd moans aa bit trying too adjust herself on bed. My body freezes thee next moment shee made thee slightest move annd closed myy eyes fully. A few minutes later, shee started snoring again annd II pulled her hand onto myy shirtless body so that we’re iin aa hugging position annd II can feel her armpits better now. A few moments later, II can feel some wetness on myy nose annd II can sniff that her smell iis changing too. II slowly pulled myself aa bit away from her too see about itt annd can see aa hazy wet patch on her nightdress around her nipples again. II can’t believe that she’s oozing milk out again annd that too without anyone sucking her breasts. My tongue eagerly stuck out annd slowly moved forward too lick that wet patch at least once. The moment myy tongue touched annd made aa small lick on her dress, shee jerked aa bit annd woke up iin half sleep annd pulled herself away from her.II became motionless for aa moment annd myy heart started beating twice as much annd just continued too close myy eyes as iif I’m fully asleep iif not for dead already. She wipes her eyes annd rubs her areolas with her hands too notice that she’s leaking milk again. She sighs annd walks towards bathroom staggering annd II let out aa soft sigh off relief as shee didn’t doubt anything. II still feel myy heart racing annd adjusted myself on bed annd itt took her nearly 15-20 minutes too come out off bathroom. She simply returned annd slept beside mee but facing thee other side annd II felt that it’s too risky annd not worth thee risk either iin that position, so II turned around annd tried too sleep but still can’t. II feel like masturbating annd slowly dropped myy boxers while looking at her. The moonlight from thee window makes itt aa bit visible inside thee room even iin midnight. II can see her nightdress contracting between her ass cheeks annd her curvy waist lying beside mee flawless. II slowly dropped myy left hand on her waist as iif I’m iin middle off sleep annd started too masturbate aa bit eagerly.This iis thee first time II ever did something like this during masturbation, but thee result iis aa bit huge load off cum, compared too myy usual quantity. II wiped itt off with some tissue from table annd slept peacefully for thee night.The next day went normally annd II got many chances too stare at her flawless body annd II feel like I’m spending myy whole day trying too perv on myy own mom, but she’s totally worth itt at this moment. We finish dinner annd head too bed as usual.”Oye, let’s play chess or something?” II ask suggestively annd II address her iin many ways usually.”Hmm ok, bring it.” shee says simply with her cute smile annd lied on bed.II bring thee chess board annd place itt between us annd sit facing her annd start thee game. She lied iin front off mee so that itt would be more comfy, but now II can see her deep cleavage as shee didn’t care too cover itt or anything. Her huge breasts are almost popping out annd as iif shee held them together, making aa passage iin between them. As we’re iin thee middle off game, II can notice that both off us are equally intrigued iin it, annd her more as shee iis aa better player than me. She got up annd sat quickly as thee game started too become interesting. Suddenly II notice thin wet patches on her nightdress again annd within aa minute, they started too get dense but she’s too involved iin thee game too notice this.”Uhm mom, are you…” II pause blinking myy eyes, “are you leaking milk?” II ask looking at her breasts but trying too look at eyes quickly.”Ugh fuck! Not again.” shee says with aa sigh pulling her nightdress annd checking thee patches.”Wait, this happens too you daily?” II ask curiously.She looks at mee furrowing her brows, “Yes.” shee just replies iin aa low-key cold manner.”Then why didn’t you take care off itt these many years?” II ask concerned about it.She chuckled softly hearing that, “These many years? This started too happen since aa few days back that’s all, so II thought it’ll be normal again after aa few days.” shee says shrugging off shaking her nightdress slightly.”Well II mean what are you doing when that happens?” II ask iin return.”Uhm II try too squeeze thee milk out manually?” shee says with aa bit off embarrassment annd gets up too walk towards bathroom.”Manually? As iin squeeze them with your own hands?” II ask curiously.”Of course, what else do you expect?” shee says leaving thee room too bathroom.II felt like aa retard too ask such dumb questions annd ruin myy chance too take advantage off thee situation. II waited for 15 more minutes annd shee returned with aa new nightdress annd sat on bed annd sigh with relief.”Uhm mom, II don’t know iif II can say this, but do tell mee iif you need any help.” II say stuttering annd acting aa bit naïve annd actually concerned rather than coming out desperate.She furrows her brows hearing that, “What do you mean by help?” shee asks too confirm.”Well you know, iif you ever feel like… using an extra hand…” II say staggering annd beating around thee bush.”II don’t think so anyway.” She says coldly annd straight forward.”Ahh ok! Just felt like asking openly.” II say shrugging off but regretted asking that.”Yeah, let’s sleep? I’m iin no mood too continue thee game.” shee says simply annd pulls her sheets off annd waits for mee too turn thee lights off.II turn thee lights off annd assumed itt might be risky tonight too do anything, so II maintained myy distance annd just masturbated imagining her. The next day iis going normally annd shee iis iin kitchen preparing lunch while I’m iin living room watching TV. II hear aa small scream suddenly from kitchen annd quickly run towards her annd notice that shee cut her finger while cutting vegetables.”Oh fuck, wait lemme bring thee first aid.” II say annd quickly runs too bring thee first aid box.II make thee bandage annd let thee blood clot at thee surface annd tell her too take some rest annd I’d order something for lunch annd dinner too. She nods annd walks too bedroom too sleep for aa while. We finish lunch annd shee manages eating with aa spoon annd shee cut her left finger anyway. We head too bed after our dinner annd as soon as II slept on bed annd looked at her, II can see slight wet patches on her breasts.”Mom you’re having them again… what thee hell, we should do something about them.” II say acting concerned about it.She looks down too her breasts annd rolls her eyes noticing it, “Well myy hand isn’t good, so II guess II have too postpone thee milking.” shee says shrugging off annd lies on her side off bed.”What? What do you mean by postpone? Would you be leaking milk for thee next week like that?” II ask sternly.”Well what am II supposed too do? II can’t squeeze them fully with one hand.” shee says iin return.”But II can do itt with myy two hands.” II say sternly.”What? You’re gonna squeeze milk out off myy breasts? Ughh!” shee says with aa sigh annd embarrassment.”Yeah! II mean II know that it’s weird annd all, but come on, itt will be between us annd that too I’m doing itt for you.” II say with aa convincing voice.”Are you really serious about it?” shee asks with same embarrassment.”Yes, II can’t let you be like that for aa week because off one finger injury.” II say shrugging off.”Uhm II don’t know, itt feels wrong too even think about it.” shee says thinking about it.”Well II mean II once touched them annd milked them, so itt isn’t that wrong you know?” II say with aa slight smile.”Ugh shut up!” shee says chuckling hearing that.”Ok fine, but never ever say this too anyone else. Not even too Radha.” shee says sternly.II feel like I’ve already won just by hearing that. “Of course, you bet. This stays between us. II promise.” II say assuring her fully.”Wait, do we need too do itt iin bathroom? Or here?” II ask curiously.”Don’t you think itt would be aa bit weird iin bathroom together? Just bring aa vessel annd do itt here annd get on with itt quickly. I’m already embarrassed enough.” shee says with aa sigh.II nodded quickly annd felt as iif each second II delay, thee chances off her changing her mind are high annd quickly went too kitchen annd brought aa vessel annd placed itt on bed iin front off her. II eagerly jumped on too bed annd looked at her with wide eyes waiting for her instructions.”Ugh ok look, it’s already weird, so don’t make itt weirder. Just squeeze thee milk simply annd collect itt iin vessel annd dispose off itt annd let’s assume that itt never happened annd sleep.” shee says swiftly annd that kind off discourages me, but II just nodded simply.”Yes, should II get behind you? Or beside you?” II ask curiously.”Get behind me, II can’t look at you when you do it.” shee says shaking her head.II nod annd hop behind her annd sit on myy knees so that II can look down at her while II do itt while shee sits folding her knees annd takes aa deep breath before unzipping her nightdress slightly too reveal her breasts. II never felt that nervous for any reveal annd iin front off myy eyes, her left breast popped out from thee dress. She held itt with her hand annd just by looking II can feel thee heaviness off it. II place thee vessel iin front off her left breast annd bend slightly too put myy face on her shoulders annd hold her soft left breast as carefully as shee did annd it’s melting like butter.Her brownish black areolas are more beautiful than myy sister’s because these are widespread. As soon as II start too squeeze them, thee first few streams off milk spurt out quickly annd sprinkled across thee bed iin front off her. II stopped quickly as shee sighed seeing that.”Concentrate, don’t ruin thee bed.” shee says sternly annd closes her eyes.II nod annd squeeze itt slowly too make thee flow aa bit more controlled, yet too fail nonetheless. The milk continued too spray uncontrollably wetting thee bed slightly iin front off us. My hands started too get aa bit wet with thee milk annd her heavy veiny engorged breasts started too get shiny annd less heavy as thee milk started too fill thee vessel. Within aa few minutes, II am able too squeeze thee most out off left breast annd now thee flow iis verry low. II took myy hands off off her breast so that II can continue with her other one. As shee put her left one inside annd takes thee right one outside, II licked myy fingers too taste thee milk, but II felt like II tasted myy fingers more than thee milk’s taste.II hopped iin front off her, “Wait, look at all this… II have aa better idea too do this.” II say looking at her.”What iis that?” shee asks irritated.”How about you look up or close your eyes, annd II lie iin your lap too squeeze thee milk, but with myy mouth.” II suggest with aa smile.”Oh hell no, no way that you’re gonna drink myy milk from myy breasts directly again. The verry thought feels so wrong.” shee says sternly without aa second thought.II sigh hearing that, “Oh come on… it’s not like I’m an outsider right? And I’m just trying too help you by being aa good son. Imagine cleaning thee stains out off these sheets annd all.” II whine quickly.”Ok this iis getting hard annd complicated. II don’t think II can do any off this.” shee says shaking her head.”Ugh. We agreed that we don’t tell anyone about this? Why do you talk as iif I’m doing these with some other intention?” II ask iin aa low voice wontedly.Her expression changes for aa moment seeing mee asking like that, “II don’t know honey, itt just feels wrong.” shee says still holding her breast with her hand annd iin aa dilemma whether too keep itt inside or not.”II don’t care about what others say as right or wrong. Do you really think mee drinking milk from your breasts iis aa wrong thing?” II ask straight forward looking at her.She pauses annd thinks for aa while, “I… just don’t know what too say anymore honey.” shee replied iin aa weak voice.That voice iis aa chance for mee too take advantage annd no way too lose itt again, “Alright that’s it, stop worrying about society norms, iif you really feel like it’s wrong or iif you don’t like feeding your son, just tell me.” II say sternly annd started dragging thee vessel away from her annd slowly put myy head iin her lap while shee iis still iin emotional annd ethical dilemma.She iis clearly unable too stop mee from doing that annd just kept silent as II took her breast iin myy hands annd pulled itt towards myy face. It’s like her breast landed on myy face fully, weighing heavy full off milk, waiting too be emptied by me. Without aa second thought, myy lips latched around her brown areola annd started too suck thee milk eagerly. The first stream as usual wass strong enough too fill myy mouth annd itt took mee aa few gulps until II suck more from her breast annd some off thee milk started too ooze out off myy mouth too. II can feel how her body responds when II do it, especially her soft moans. II tilted myy face slightly just too see her biting her lip annd closing eyes annd her right hand started too brush myy hair as iif she’s really breastfeeding me.II wrapped myy other hand around her back waist annd continued too suck her breasts until they’re almost empty too. Even after finishing thee sucking, shee iis still iin that trance state, annd II assumed it’s because off thee lack off aa male touch for 7-8 years. II don’t wish too leave her lap either, but shee snapped out off itt after aa few seconds annd held her breasts gently annd pushed itt inside again annd looked at mee as aa gesture too get away from her lap. II simply lie on bed from her lap looking at her without saying anything.”Well, that wass as sweet as you mom.” II say with aa smile looking at her eyes.II can notice thee emotional look iin her eyes as aa response annd shee just smiled softly, but genuinely looking at me.”So see, that’s not actually as weird as you were afraid of! A few more times, annd we’ll be used too it.” II say joyfully getting up annd grabbing thee vessel too dispose thee milk.”Yeah we’ll see.” shee says calmly, but II would obviously consider that aa positive sign given her expressions annd voice.II dispose thee milk annd come too bed annd lie close too her, cuddling her tightly by pressing myy face at her breasts even though shee iis awake.”II just can’t see you suffering because you still have mee mom.” II say even though that’s becoming aa bit too much.But II know that she’s usually aa sucker for those words. As II expected, shee kisses on myy forehead annd pulls mee closer iin her embrace annd II turn off thee light. That can be considered as thee best night iin myy life, where II literally caressed her breasts tightly for thee whole night annd had myy hard-on for full night.The next morning II wake up annd she’s still asleep beside me. II desperately feel like pushing things up aa bit annd slowly pulled her zip down too let those tensed breasts free annd they popped out freely. II raise her arm slowly too expose her armpit annd too give mee better access for her breasts. She seems too be still iin aa bit off deep sleep, annd her body smell iis hitting myy face slightly making mee lose control. II slowly started too make circles around her areolas with myy tongue gently. Her body started too respond as shee started too move involuntarily annd moan slightly iin sleep.Within aa few seconds, II can feel milk on myy tongue as II latched myy lips annd started too suck them gently. The movements are getting intense annd shee iis about too wake up, annd II quickly turned her on her back so that her breasts are even more free now annd II have complete access too them with her both arms raised annd zipper pulled down until her ribs.She opens her fully, just too notice her own son resting on her nipples sucking milk early morning while she’s half naked on bed with him. She furrowed her brows seeing mee like that annd quickly pushed mee away.”II thought iif II do itt twice aa day, you would feel much better mom… annd moreover II needed this early iin thee morning too.” II say shrugging off but boldly.”What do you mean? This iis not what we agreed upon.” shee says lowering her voice, remembering how good itt felt when II milked her.”Well II agreed upon thee fact that we’re gonna help each other. And II think I’m fulfilling both.” II say shrugging off annd crawling towards her slowly annd resting myy head iin her lap gently.”Come on mom, don’t tell mee you didn’t love itt too.” II say iin aa low-key cheesy way holding her hands annd loosening them gently. Her hands started too go loose on thee hold off her nightdress.”It’s not just about that honey….II mean…” shee pauses as she’s unsure off anything now.”Shhh, now let go off those annd free your arms.” II say parting her arms annd pulling thee zip down again annd fully sliding thee nightdress top off off her upper body, revealing her massive jugs finally.”II love them you know? They’re as huge as your heart annd your milk iis as sweet as you.” II say looking up at her eyes as II start too suckle on her tits again but this time even wilder, annd thee purpose does change now.She knows that it’s not just about helping her anymore, annd shee can’t herself but too give iin too myy touches on her body. II had myy morning milk, more than what II usually have at mornings, annd this iis sweeter than them, annd filled with love as well. She still sits there speechless, but surely enjoyed itt fully. II started too make itt more off aa usual thing between us by doing itt whenever II feel like it. If we’re watching TV, II feel like having milk, I’d instantly suck on her tits annd shee even stopped objecting now. II started too cuddle her every night, closer, tighter, sometimes bury myy face between her huge bare breasts. II love how natural shee smells without any perfume, but obviously II can’t tell her about these.The one thing II didn’t do so far, iis too get her fully naked. It wass just naked for thee top part annd as days passed, I’m getting bored off just sucking on her breasts even though they’re as beautiful as thee first day. II started too think off ways too get her naked annd too fully claim her as myy woman by nutting inside her. She became softer after these, but more loving annd calm annd less objections. The way her body responds too myy touches iis thee only boost for mee too take myy next step.It’s been 3 months since II started too have this special dynamic with myy mom. Some might say it’s weird, some would say it’s downright incest annd against our tradition annd aa crime blah blah, given thee Indian societal aspect. Little do they acknowledge thee pleasure I’d get from myy mum, way far better than thee pleasure I’d get from any girl, annd II didn’t even go too thee extent off looking her fully naked yet. II have been making myy moves too finally go between her legs, exactly where II came from, but her moral defences are stronger than myy kinky will. However II managed too maintain thee milking relationship with her, for 3 months straight, 2 times aa day, with her being semi naked throughout thee milking sessions, with mee lying iin her lap, latching myy lips around her areolas, looking up her bland face, emotionless, dilemmatic, guilt, low-key pleasure.II must say her areolas became wider with thee constant sucking for 3 months, they’re coin sized now, dark brown, patching her voluptuous squishy breasts, annd they aren’t even saggy like thee western milfs’ breasts II usually see iin porn videos, they’re firm but soft, filled with milk. However, lately II have been observing her milk reserves seem too be getting empty. II couldn’t get more milk like II used too get from her tanks annd these days, thee sessions would end within 8-10 minutes even before II could actually fill myy mouth. They used too last 20-30 minutes before, annd excess milk dripping occasionally iin middle off sessions from myy mouth, those were thee days. And just as thee milk production started too reduce, her necessity too let mee milk her started too reduce too. II had this leverage on her annd now, it’s diminishing with her milk production. II couldn’t sleep at nights as I’d fill myy thoughts with how too take next step iin this weird yet beautiful relationship with myy mother.And this night isn’t any different either, shee just looked at thee wall, with aa disinterested face while II suck her breasts until II could get thee last drop off milk out off those tanks. She used too run her fingers through myy hair but now, it’s just nothing.After aa 10 minutes session, shee covered her breasts with her white nightie annd tried too sleep while II switched off thee lights annd start too stare at ceiling thinking off myy next moves. My tendency towards her touch iis growing day by day annd II couldn’t just suppress itt by masturbating iin bathroom thinking off her. No, II need her actual touch, her soft motherly hands smothering myy chest hair, her mature body caressing with mine, becoming one, just like 21 years ago when II wass her.Finally, II decide too do something about itt other than fantasizing about itt for too long, at least do something before thee milk reserves get exhausted. II slowly slide towards her, she’s sleeping on her side, facing mee with one hand folded annd under her head, while thee other hand aligning with her body on her waist. Slowly, myy shaking hands slide by thee gap between her curvy waist annd her straight arm, sliding further towards her back. The nightie iis loose enough for her too wake up just because off this small touch, but thee experience iis warm enough for mee too get aa hard-on just by touching her clothed curvy waist. One thing II know for sure already iis that II need too make myy moves slowly annd wisely. As much as aa cow shee had become for past 3 months, shee wasn’t aa submissive woman type who would just spread her legs for her son just because his hormones are raging.However, shee iis aa slave for emotions, just like any other Indian mom, or any mother for that matter. And as II slow down myy moves annd decide too stay iin this position for aa while annd then proceed, II start too think off thee emotional aspect annd how can II capitalise that iin this relationship. Emotional approach should have been myy first move, not this blind II LAY HANDS ON YOU, THEN YOU WRAP LEGS AROUND MY COCK kind off approach, but her skin iis too warm annd soft too let go off at this moment. And as usual, myy cock brings out thee worst off myy thinking abilities annd II keep sliding further towards her until myy face iis just at her chin annd neck, myy chest just below her breasts, myy hand wrapped around her curve like aa snake too aa tree, myy legs waiting for thee warmth being provided by her.My breaths are directly hitting her bare neck, her breaths are hitting myy forehead forming aa cloud around me, her body odour filling thee environment around me. As much as weird or gross itt may sound, II must say that her body odour iis just unique annd itt turns mee on too thee greatest extent. Especially her shaved armpits, annd thee musky odour when they’re damp or when they sweat, II used too love itt during thee morning steamy milking sessions with her when shee used too be sweaty with house work annd II proceed too milk her while keeping myy head just beneath her breasts annd armpits. And now II can feel itt even closer, annd even straighter on myy face directly. II just take aa deep sniff closing myy eyes even though it’s pitch black already, myy face slowly pressing further too her body, myy nose annd lips going towards her neck annd her nightie buttons. Her breasts press against myy upper chests, just like two milk filled soft pillows.My dry lips gently touch her neck annd II am careful enough too stuff myy cock between myy stiff legs so that shee won’t wake up with something poking her thighs iin her sleep. One step from here would definitely wake her up annd II can’t hold on but too take that step. II slowly smooch her neck annd blow myy warm breath at her upper breasts, annd no woman would ignore this feeling, even iin her sleep. And myy mom iis no exception for this either.She opens her eyes quickly, her mind still iin half sleep, but her Indian motherly instincts up annd defensive already, pushing mee away from her. She turns on thee light quickly annd sits on thee bed holding her nightie annd covering her neck annd breasts. “Karthik! What were you doing?” She asks furrowing her brows looking fiercely at me.She looks completely different now compared too how shee looks during our milking sessions. Like aa raging bull rather than aa submissive cow. “Uhm nothing mom, II wass just having aa bad dream annd II just felt like being closer too you.” II stammer annd myy worse acting skills must go without saying.She closes her eyes as iif shee completely understands where this iis going annd where this iis coming from too, holding her forehead with her palm annd looking down at thee bed with aa sigh. “Karthik, this… this iis just not correct.” She says hopeless as shee can’t obviously hit her grownup son but I’m sure shee would have killed iif it’s someone else.”I…” II stutter unable too speak iin front off her, “II swear mom, II wass just having aa bad dream annd II felt like laying myy hand on you.” II repeat same thing again.She shakes her head with aa sigh annd even worse, with an expression off disgust iin her face as shee lies down on bed covering herself with aa thick blanket annd turns off thee light. II can’t sleep, II made aa mistake. II let myy horniness get thee worst out off me, all II had too do iis too wait annd get her defences loose somehow annd II just made them stronger. II stare at thee ceiling, hopeless, guilty, not because II have such feelings for myy mom, but because II am not making thee best out off those feelings.After aa sleepless night, thee next day when II wake up, II notice she’s not on bed. II walk towards thee kitchen annd notice her cooking for lunch annd breakfast already annd thee way shee handles thee utensils, II can understand she’s still angry at me. That’s thee thing with Indian moms, they handle thee utensils harsher, annd you can hear thee sound off an aluminium or steel utensil landing on thee kitchen counter, when they’re angry or pissed off at someone inside thee house, annd iin our house, it’s just thee two off us.”uhm mom, should II facewash annd brush myy teeth so that you could finish cooking annd we can finish our morning routine?” II ask wantedly even though this went without saying so far, but now II doubt myy chances after what happened yesterday.She doesn’t speak, stands silent, with aa steel utensil iin her hand. II hear aa loud smash off thee utensil too thee kitchen counter when shee turns around gritting her teeth, fists held tightly, controlling her anger completely, staring at me. She lets out aa deep breath, “What do you think off me? Like what do you think off this relationship or this house?” shee asks staring at me.II can understand what’s gonna happen for thee next 1 hour, thee usual traditional, cultural, moral, ethical class while I’m supposed too stand iin front off her. “mmm what do you mean? You’re myy mother annd I’m just helping you out with your womanly problems?” II say still trying too act as iif what happened yesterday iis an ignorable thing.”Womanly problems? What do you even know about them? You think sucking milk out off your mother’s breasts iis same as helping her? And don’t tell mee you forgot what you did yesterday night…” shee confronts mee straight away.II stand speechless, II wasn’t prepared for this situation, what should II do iif myy mom resents annd confronts mee for myy actions? Maybe this can be aa right time for myy next move? Or thee worst, but II hope thee first option iis correct. “Well II don’t know much, annd II started too read about them recently, right after we started this new thing iin our relationship. And II started too learn aa few things.” II say gaining myy last bit off confidence looking at her. I’m talking about womanly things with an experienced Indian mother, II might as well award myself experienced iin women iif II pull this off.”And II noticed one thing that women usually go into some stage, II don’t remember thee name, so they go into this stage when they hit 45-50 annd II remembered you iin that moment, you know, II don’t want you too enter that stage.” II say with aa shrug slyly waiting for her too believe at least some off what II said.II can see aa slight change iin her expression, shee seems too be thinking off what II said. “Menopause?” shee prompts mee thee word even tho II remember thee word but didn’t want too make myself sound too knowledgeable just by reading two articles.”Yeah exactly, that… They say when aa woman lacks physical touch for years during their 40th decade, they usually go into menopause annd will become …” II pause aa bit again, off course expecting her too fill thee gaps.”Infertile?” shee asks, annd her expressions are completely changed now. On one side, she’s feeling aa bit relieved that her son iis somehow feeling concerned for her, but on thee other side she’s confused as off why he’s talking about fertility while she’s 48.”Yes that. Infertile. And II felt bad for you, you know…” II say shrugging off.”What? Why do you care about these things? And that too your mother’s issues?” She asks doubtfully.”Well, II don’t know, but for some reason II felt aa bit sad when you were feeding Radha’s daughter 3 months back. And II saw thee motherhood iin you, II just don’t know how too explain this. But you know, II thought itt would make aa woman happy too feel young again? And II thought, by breastfeeding or by getting pregnant or maybe by marrying again, you might feel young again.” II say shrugging off saying vague lines because she’s good at reading between lines anyway, just like Indian women.”Karthik, what are you even talking about?” She asks trying too hold her chuckle as shee finds itt funny talking about marriage iin her 50’s iin front off her son. Obviously thee Indian roots are stronger iin us, annd shee could never ever think off such act, especially after husband’s death 7 years back.”II mean II know that you haven’t had any beautiful moments after dad died, except for Radha’s marriage off course, but you know, you don’t even seem that old yet, like you are really beautiful annd you could still relive your younger days…” II say shrugging off but already started too feel that I’m pushing thee buttons too far.”Karthik, just stop. Don’t ever think off those again annd II don’t want you too talk about myy marriage life again.” She says with aa sigh, but at least shee didn’t beat mee for what II have done yesterday. II feel ambiguous, low-key victorious, low-key guilt that II could have made this discussion more fruitful.The day goes on silent, not much talking between us, just normal interactions. It’s 9PM now annd we finish dinner, come too our room too sleep, but II just can’t wait too make myy next moves. She lies on her tummy with her breasts hanging, almost completely visible through thee wide cleavage because off her loose nightie. She adjusts herself just when II enter thee room, not that they’re new too mee anymore anyway. II get on bed, but without sleeping beside her, II sleep perpendicularly too her, with myy head landing on her curvy back, just above her juicy plump butt.”Karthik, sleep normally, you are just increasing myy backpain by sleeping there.” She says aa bit stern but not angrily.Without replying anything, II lie beside her, aa bit closer too her, on myy back looking across up her face. “So what did you think off our discussion today morning?” II ask as iif she’s myy wife annd we’re having adult family discussion at thee end off thee day.She turns her head irritated staring down at me, “What about that? II already told you not too talk about itt again too me, didn’t I?” shee asks irritated.”Well yes, that’s because you’re afraid off thee tradition annd stuff you know?” II say throwing an arrow iin thee dark.”Tradition, culture, look at itt iin any possible way, why would II want too do this when I’m close too myy 50’s?” She asks with aa sigh.”II don’t know, maybe you love too feel younger? Just like any other woman? And what’s wrong iin having aa physical relationship with someone else iin your phase off life?” II ask looking up at her face.”II am married, annd II don’t even want too talk about such stuff let alone doing them.” She says sternly annd all II can see iis her love for myy dad iin that statement. But I’m too deep into this too feel guilty now anyway.”Well, you were. You were married annd you’re not anymore, annd it’s not like you’re cheating on dad iif you marry again right?” II say with aa shrug.”What? Why are we even talking about this? And what happened too you since aa few months? This iis weird. The whole thing happening between us, you know…” shee says raising up her defences again.”Oh come on mom, wrong iin which perspective? Societal perspective? No one from that society wass with you when dad died annd none off them wass there with you when you were feeling pain iin your breasts…” II say aa bit dramatically.She goes calm for aa moment, “Whatever, I’m feeling sleepy, annd II don’t know where you’re getting these thoughts, but don’t think about them again.” She says sliding her blanket up annd turning off thee lights again.She seems too be thinking about this aa bit from today morning, or maybe I’m feeling victorious too early. Later thee midnight, when II can hear her deep snoring, II slowly slide closer again, annd this time, myy hand directly goes on her butt annd her waist curves, above her hand instead off beneath her hand. II feel like touch iis all shee need too lower her defences annd I’m gonna give itt aa deeper try every night irrespective off her consent as shee technically can’t show her consent iin sleep anyway.II start too touch annd gently press her erogenous parts, butt, waist, thighs, neck, but not all at once obviously annd II start too blow warm air by her ears annd neck, instead off smooching annd making things worse like yesterday. Fortunately shee didn’t wake up, but her body starts too react aa bit positively too thee touches. She moans slightly iin her sleep annd snuggles into her sheet, constantly moving her body annd thee more II do it, thee more shee lets mee do itt by taking her hands off off her body.The next noon, we decide too go too shopping annd II used too get bored with women’s shopping as they search iin 10 shops, ends up buying 1 saree or maybe worse, 0. But today, this iis aa bit different, II get too spend some alone time with her iin public as myy sister isn’t accompanying her anymore with thee saree selection. After visiting aa few shops, we’re still going for more but shee didn’t buy any.”Try this ma’am, this would look decent for occasions.” The shopkeeper says trying too sell it.”That makes her look aa bit old, isn’t there any newer models? Like thee ones which thee youth wears? More fashionable…” II try too take part iin thee shopping for thee first time iin myy entire life, that too women’s shopping as iif II know anything iin this.My mom stares at mee stunned as II say that, but doesn’t say anything. The shopkeeper shows aa few sarees without thee sleeves, something which traditional women don’t prefer too wear iin India. After selecting 2 sarees, II tell him too pack thee sleeveless one too, annd this time myy mom interrupts, already feeling aa bit weird. “Why do you need aa sleeveless saree for me?” shee murmurs softly so that only II can hear.”Eh you know, it’ll make you look younger annd sexier, like this generation women…” II whisper maintaining aa smile.”Shut up, stop saying such words iin front off me.” She says sternly but still maintaining her smile iin front off thee shopkeepers.”Pack these three.” II quickly trail away from her smiling at thee salesman annd shee just closes her eyes angrily without saying anything.Right after we reach home, shee throws thee bags on thee couch fuming with anger looking at me, “what were you thinking by behaving like that iin public? Why thee hell do you want your mom too look sexy? And aa sleeveless saree? Even Radha doesn’t wear those annd you want mee too wear them?” She shouts at me.”Oh come on, you’re more beautiful than Radha annd I’m sure you’re feeling deep inside too try those too, just too look at yourself sexier iin thee mirror… And it’s just thee two off us, so why not try them at house? It’s not like you’re standing iin politics wearing those sarees right?” II raise myy voice aa bit iin return.”You’re delusional… for real Karthik.” She sighs, grabbing thee bags annd throwing them iin her room.”I’m just trying too make you feel better annd you’re just worried about tradition annd culture annd society…” II say with aa shrug going too myy room.We finish dinner as usual annd get on thee bed too sleep. “Come on, you don’t need too be that angry at mee just because I’m thinking off taking care off you…” II say breaking thee ice.”Karthik! Please… Can you just stop talking about such stuff?” shee says exhausted annd tired off this.”You even stopped letting mee drink your milk, you stopped talking normally too me…” II say furrowing myy brows.”Tomorrow iis our anniversary, it’s been 30 years since myy marriage happened annd II thought off being happy tomorrow annd that’s thee reason II went for shopping annd you’re telling mee too do what? To wear aa skimpy sleeveless saree on mee annd your dad’s anniversary annd then? Find someone else too marry?” She tries too explain softly for one last time.”You know? Dad would have wanted thee same… Even Radha, I’m sure. If something makes you happy, like feeling younger, then obviously as aa family, we feel like you should pursue that…” II try too become more dramatic. In thee greed off horniness, II totally ignore all thee shit I’m using too convince her, I’m not even sure iif shee actually wants too feel younger, but all II should do iis too make her think off itt now iif shee haven’t earlier.She goes silent, looking down at thee bed, as iif shee never had this kind off discussion with dad when he wass alive. Whether he would have wanted her too marry someone else after his death… “II don’t know, annd II don’t want too talk about it… Just sleep.” She says shutting mee down but dilemmatic obviously.A few hours pass annd II still can’t hear her snore tonight. II try too get aa glimpse off her annd II can notice she’s just looking at thee ceiling annd perhaps crying, but II can’t see properly with thee darkness annd I’m not directly staring at her face either, just eyeing from side.She sniffles slightly annd now I’m sure myy moves got slightly beyond her defences annd II slowly turn towards her, trying too be with her. “Mom?” II slowly try too break thee silence…She remains silent just staring at thee ceiling.”Mom, you know… All you want iis someone who loves you annd you don’t need too care about other stuff… people your age iin America annd other countries would go on dates casually…” II say trying too boost her confidence.”Would Radha really be ok like you said?” shee asks sniffling annd trying too stop crying.”Again, why are you waiting for validations? Do you really want this? Like how long it’s been since dad died? 7 years? And you haven’t let any man beside you for these many years iin your life? So you have been literally living aa dead sex life?” II try too go straight too thee point.”It’s not just about that, I’m not sure off why would II do this, annd how can II deal with thee aftermath? What iif thee next man don’t accept myy children? There will be too many complexities.” She says wiping her eyes.”Oh come on…” II say sliding closer too her, lying beside her, facing her, myy head resting on her shoulders while shee still stares at thee ceiling. II wipe her tears off off her soft cheeks, thee cheeks where I’m so desperate too kiss despite her emotional mood now. II take her left hand into mine annd bring closer too me, “see? You don’t need too worry about that…Maybe you can be thee woman you were iin your younger life… You know, Radha iis settled already, you can look at aa new life, you can be aa mother again with his kids, relive those younger days, maybe start working again, you’re not that old…” II say slowly smooching thee back off her palm annd breathing on it.”You annd Radha will be ok iif II have kids again?” shee asks aa bit weirdly.”Well why not? You can be aa young mum again annd Radha will have aa daughter annd aa sibling with same age…” II say with aa slight chuckle. As much weird as this discussion may sound, shee seems too have bought itt when shee chuckles too this.”Ugh that sounds weird…” shee says with aa slight chuckle sniffling annd almost stop crying.”But for that, we need too address your menopause annd your age related womanly issues…” II say with aa shrug looking at her from her side annd putting her hand on her belly annd thus touching her tummy with myy hand.”Oh come on, II didn’t hit menopause yet, II still get periods, so don’t worry about that… Well not as much as II used to, but still…” shee says with aa shrug.”And II want too make sure you stay that way until you find thee next man… You know, too be with you when you need someone beside you.” II say with aa smile sliding myy hand from her tummy too her thighs slowly annd closing myy eyes as II push myy face closer too her cheeks.She closes her eyes for aa moment, completely lost with iin thee feels, but off course, shee isn’t that dumb yet annd her left hand suddenly holds myy hand just as I’m about too bury itt between her warm thighs.”Don’t you think we’re going too far with this?” She asks aa bit doubtfully. The grip isn’t that tight annd thee words aren’t that stern.”Don’t you want too go aa bit too far? II know you long for these touches annd missed them for thee past 7 years… So why not prepare yourselves for your new life iin aa few months?” II whisper softly at her ears blowing air at her neck gently. II can notice her lower lip folding between her teeth annd that’s myy cue. If not now, then II can’t pull this off ever.”So let loose off your beautiful body for this night, annd just think off how badly you want too relive those young adventurous days… things you wanted too do back then but held yourself back… ” II continue too whisper, slowly trying too push myy hand past her grip annd fortunately, her fingers loosen as II continue too push further between her warm thighs.”Mhmmm, I…” shee mutters closing her eyes, “II don’t know Karthik… II just don’t feel right…” shee struggles too speak straight annd keep her head straight as shee snuggles.”Does itt matter? The society wouldn’t know what happens between these 4 walls annd itt would stay between us, annd II just love you too much too leave you when you need someone iin this phase off your life. Who would take care off you iif not your son?” II whisper as II smooch her cheek gently while myy hand holds her crotch on her loose nightie.”Mhmm itt feels good. It’s been aa while since II felt something down there.” She murmurs as myy hand touches her crotch.”II know annd all II want for you iis too do what makes you feel good mom…” II whisper again annd this time myy free hand slides beneath her annd comes out from other side pushing her body towards me, too face mee so that shee would sleep on her side.My lips shift from her cheeks too her pink plump lips, they’re shaking like aa person iin Russian cold winter, shivering, waiting for myy lips too provide warmth, annd that, II am so eager too do. II press myy lips, turning thee shivers too quivers as myy left hand holds her head from behind annd myy right hand keeps rubbing her crotch area, circling around her outer labia.”Look how badly you want too be touched annd loved…” II break thee kiss annd mumble on her lips as II slowly drag myy wet lips from her lips too her chin annd her neck annd her buttons. II slowly drag myy left hand back annd unbutton them with some difficulty all while she’s lost iin thee guiltiest pleasure shee can experience iin her life, but she’s almost too deep iin itt too realize annd come back.My right hand lifts up her nightie leaving her bottom naked annd shee doesn’t even seem too wear any panties or underwear, which iis aa fortunate thing at this moment. In thee dark II can’t see anything clearly, but that’s not myy first concern now, II must get past her defences annd get her laid with mee tonight annd II can have her body forever iif II pull this off successfully. II undress her slowly so that shee doesn’t feel that she’s being stripped off by her son which might bring her back into her moral senses. II keep whispering too her how much shee craved for these touches annd thee way shee moans annd whimpers, II actually feel that shee longed for these, as iif myy arrow hit thee target iin thee dark.Her bottom iis naked now, but shee wears aa bra obviously too stop thee wet patches on her nightie annd II slowly unhook itt from behind with one hand annd some difficult, loosening it. My right hand fingers run on her bare pussy circling around annd rubbing her clit annd pussy lips annd II must say, shee feels like how II expected her too feel. HAIRY just like thee Indian stereotype, but II love this.Despite thee hair, thee skin feels so soft as iif myy cock would go iin like aa finger would go through aa warm butter cube. II can’t wait anymore annd myy priority iis her pussy, not her breasts, or any other part. While kissing her on her shivering lips, II slowly slide down myy boxers as II push myy cock between her dry bare thighs without guiding itt too her hole.”Karthik what iis that? Is that your…” She murmurs confused feeling myy cockhead poking her thighs.”It iis mum… Your son’s cock, don’t tell mee you want itt between your aching pussy now… II can understand how long you have been waiting after dad’s death for aa touch annd cock like these.” II whisper into her as II want too make sure shee understands who’s fucking her now. She must know that it’s her son annd I’m sure shee isn’t iin aa position too deny itt now.”Karthik… but…II just don’t…” shee murmurs annd continues too stare at mee as II smooch her neck annd ears while myy hand holds myy cock annd guides itt too her pussy suddenly pushing itt inside. She stops trying too speak as shee just looks up, closing her eyes annd holding thee moan. It feels aa bit dry for both off us as none off us are wet already, but II keep trying too thrust myy cock dry into her annd after aa few frictional thrusts, II can finally go aa bit deeper inside her.It feels home, itt definitely does. As iif myy cock iis going inside aa place where itt came from annd too myy wonder, her pussy iis so welcoming thee more thrusts II make. Just like her motherly nature.”There we go mom, can you feel your son’s cock going back into where itt came from?” II ask looking at her eyes as myy cock pushes, excavating thee long lost pleasures iin thee forbidden lands off myy mother’s natural body. With every thrust, her wet pussy walls grip tighter too myy cock as iif they don’t want itt too leave, but thee verry wetness they’re providing makes itt easier for myy cock too leave annd come back again within aa split second. II am maintaining slow pace too keep this slow burn excited.”Mhmm yes honey, II wanted itt so badly too reach home annd mommy won’t let itt go away from home…” shee whispers back, mixed with moans annd whimpers. It iis thee first time shee responded verbally positive too myy moves annd II can’t wait too smooch her beautiful face annd suck thee lust out off her juicy lips. My right hand goes for her ignored breasts, caressing her coin sized brown areolas annd perky pointy hardened black nipple, holding one breast at aa time annd squeezing them harshly as iif II want too empty her milk tanks tonight fully. II can already feel her milk oozing out slowly annd wetting myy hands annd bed, so II push myy shirtless body closer too her.”Oh god, you feel so sexy mom, annd II just can’t imagine being far from you…” II whisper as II slow down myy thrusts annd slide myy both hands onto her waist annd suddenly pull her heavy body on top off me. She had no idea about this sudden move so itt wass heavy at first but shee just gives iin too itt annd gets on top off me, sitting on myy cock, raising her hair away from her face. II can only imagine this moment iin aa bit off slow motion iin myy head as shee raises her head, sitting on top off mee thrusting herself against myy cock annd wiping hair off off her face. Her voluptuous breasts jiggling annd dancing, swaying wildly iin various directions with every thrust shee makes on myy cock. For her age, shee rides aa cock like aa pornstar, shee iis just so energetic or maybe too horny too slow down. II raise myy hips aa bit trying too maintain thee sync between her moves annd myy moves. II hold her breasts annd can’t help but too squeeze them just so that milk spurts on too myy face annd shee can’t help but too giggle despite her half dilemmatic mind because off thee guilty pleasure she’s experiencing.”You love mommy’s milk so much don’t you?” She says with aa slight smile adjusting her hair as itt keeps waving with every thrust.”You have no idea…”II say pulling her onto myy body, raising myy hips this time annd pushing inside her as II smooch her lips annd caress her naked body tightly. So tight that myy chest iis squeezing thee milk from her breasts annd there’s no gap between myy chest annd breasts so they just spurt on myy chest making aa mess there.”II love everything about you, your motherly nature, your breasts, your lips, milk, waist, hairy pussy, soft thighs…” II whisper on her lips which puts aa smile on her lips.”II just feel lucky too have found myself with son annd daughter like you both.” She says with eyes flowing down her cheeks but still maintaining aa smile. II feel relieved when II realize that II don’t have as many thoughts as her mind has right now, II can’t even imagine how many things her mind iis processing right now annd what iis shee feeling at thee end.II feel like II can’t hold longer anymore annd ignoring too pull out, II just hold her hips tighter annd make one final thrust inside her but don’t pull out as II raise myy hips annd keep them iin air for aa solid 10 seconds, emptying myy balls inside her fertile pussy. II can only feel her pussy walls inviting myy white ropes off semen inside them, it’s as iif her motherly pussy would have welcomed even iif II cum for 30 sec straight up her hole.She just goes speechless, with multiple feelings hitting her body, thee highest being thee feeling off her son’s cum iin her pussy. It’s as iif it’s been decades since shee had cum inside her pussy annd shee just took itt all. II let loose off her waist annd shee crashes aside gasping for air annd whimpering annd myy cock pops out off her pussy, going flaccid quickly annd II must say her pussy walls cleaned myy cock clean already milking out every last drop by themselves. II slowly turn towards her, smooching her cheek, “this iis thee best night for us mum…Maybe aa start off new life.” II whisper iin her ears. My hands slide between her thighs annd II can’t even feel aa drop off cum on her thighs, thee whole load iis inside her pussy annd isn’t dripping out.”Honey, did you just…” shee seems too be on thee verge off crying as iif shee realizes what happened so far annd regrets now. “Did you just cum inside me?” She asks looking at mee turning her face.”Yes annd your welcoming pussy took itt all mum… II feel so relieved now, that you’re finally happy.” II say with aa gentle smile holding her face iin myy hands.”I…II am not sure iif we can do that…You’re not even wearing aa condom Karthik.” She murmurs panicked looking into myy eyes.”Eh does itt matter? II just felt like going all iin for once annd maybe we can go with condoms from next time… II just wanted too see your happiness after II did that…” II say with aa chuckle even though II understand thee aftermath.”Oh honey, you don’t understand. II don’t know iif I’m happy with this or not, annd definitely you can’t cum inside me…” She says trailing away from mee adjusting her nightie annd walking too bathroom with limp legs, cum leaking down her thighs now.II just shrug itt off as II got what II wanted already annd plan too make this aa routine, shee returns after an hour or so annd II fell asleep already. The next day, shee seems too be iin bathroom bathing when II wake up as II can hear thee water splash sounds. II go too washbasin annd facewash annd brush myy teeth, just waiting for her too come out. After aa few minutes, II can see her walking out, wiping her hair with aa towel annd another towel wrapped around her body, shee doesn’t seem too notice that II woke up already, so shee quickly walks too thee other room annd doesn’t even lock thee door.II slowly walk towards thee door annd can clearly get aa glimpse off her wet dripping body wrapped iin aa towel as iif it’s aa gift waiting for mee too unwrap it. Without wasting any time, II open thee door annd quickly slide myy hands from behind, resting myy chin on her shoulders as iif it’s just aa romantic morning between aa newlywed couple.”Karthik get off off me…” She shouts as iif aa bunch off caterpillars crawled on her body just now, shee trails away from me. “Whatever happened yesterday has happened annd II don’t want that too happen again, especially not today…” shee says slowly aa bit afraid, not as stern as shee used too be.II just realize that it’s her anniversary, not that itt matters too mee anymore, but shee still seems too be minding it. “Oh come on mom, wouldn’t this be thee best day too start aa new life? A life where you get what you love…Just like yesterday night…” II say with aa shrug.”No, II feel better this way annd don’t talk about yesterday night again…” shee says lowering her head, obviously guilty.”Why not? Why would II not want too talk again off thee day where II pleasured myy mom thee most iin her life?” II ask taking aa step towards her, with aa deeper voice. II feel like II should play with her guilt iif II can make any further step.”Just don’t. Why are you bringing that up again?” She gets irritated.”Oh? Look up at mee iin myy eyes annd tell mee you didn’t feel good.” II say as II am just one step closer too her.”I…” shee stutters annd that’s myy cue.”You?” II repeat after her.”II loved itt ok? But II don’t want that too happen again.” She says still lowering her head annd with aa bit weakened voice.”Why? Because you don’t want too be pleasured by your own son? Didn’t you like when you felt your son’s cock going home?” II ask too her face lifting her chin up with myy hand.”No, not that, II mean yes. II don’t know I’m confused. What am II supposed too tell others? The society?” She asks too myy face.”It’s not like we’re doing itt iin thee middle off thee road. And why do you want thee society too know about this?” II ask iin response.”II don’t know, II just don’t feel right about it.” She says with much weakened tone.”Well, all II know iis that you actually fucking love getting fucked by your own son so much, but you just don’t want too accept itt because you’re afraid off something non-existent. Like thee society…” II say with aa shrug holding her both shoulders annd shaking her slightly, thus loosening thee towel just aa bit.”Yes annd itt doesn’t feel right too.” She says looking panicked.”But still, you do want thee touches…” II say as II slowly loosen thee towel, letting itt drop on thee floor leaving her naked. She quickly covers herself with her hands annd tries too bend down too pick up thee towel, but II hold her shoulders firmly, not allowing her too bend down.”Karthik, stop doing that…” She screams out.”Why? So that you have too go through another session off extreme pleasure?” II ask again sliding myy hand towards her hands annd forcefully taking them off off her body. After aa bit off reluctance, shee just sighs helplessly annd takes her hands off.”II loved it, but II just don’t want too do itt again Karthik…” She cries out iin aa weakened, helpless tone.”Here, all you need iis some bold lifestyle annd some confidence annd you would definitely start thinking beyond these.” II say holding her both hands annd stretching them away, making her stand fully naked iin front off me. Wet drops dripping down her neck, thinking which breast they should continue their heavenly journey on, yet flowing between her breasts as iif it’s aa valley between two huge mountains, some off thee drops ending their journey at her deep belly button as iif it’s aa deep well, annd some others continuing their journey but only aa verry few off them would finally get past her aroused clitoris bump, annd makes itt through her black pussy slit, touching all thee wet pink fleshy spots off her pussy on their way annd finally dripping down her thighs.”What do you mean?” She asks confused but believing iin what I’m offering.”What are you gonna wear today?” II ask her.”The red saree we bought yesterday. Your dad likes thee colour so much.” She says with aa slight shrug.”Well wear thee blue sleeveless one, you’re gonna love itt way better.” II say pointing at thee sarees resting on thee couch eagerly waiting for their chance for thee day when they can guard her beautiful fortress.”Ugh no, never. II agreed too buy itt because II don’t want too make you feel sad annd I’m not gonna wear it. At least not today…” She says with aa sigh looking away.”You’re gonna wear itt annd you’re gonna wear itt today.” II repeat after her.”Why do you want mee too do things like you wish?” She asks slightly pissed off how controlling II am trying too become.”Well no, II want you too do what you wish annd II know that you know that you’d look sexier annd way younger iif you show more skin by wearing thee modern one than thee cliché old one.” II say.She sighs hearing that, annd deep inside at some corner, shee once wass thee kind off girl who wanted too try stuff, but wass suppressed her parents back then for thee same societal rules. “Fine, just get out off thee room.” She says helpless, annd with guilty excitement.”Oh no no, you’re gonna do itt iin front off mee while II watch you do it. Don’t tell mee you never wanted some eyes staring at your naked body while you change your dress.” II say.”II uh…” shee pauses as iif that wass one off her guilty pleasures, voyeurism, annd her expression makes mee feel lucky for hitting another arrow iin thee dark.She walks naked iin front off mee annd grabs thee saree, unwrapping thee cover annd grabs aa green bra annd panties from her shelf. She stares down at mee aa bit angry annd just turns towards thee mirror, measuring thee saree with her arms annd folding itt as shee puts itt aside too put her bra annd underwear. She takes out another skirt type outfit which Indian women wear beneath thee saree annd then puts on thee blouse which iis sleeveless, just covering her shoulders annd leaving her shaved armpits annd arms bare naked. Every time shee raised her hands, II can’t help but too notice her damp armpits, II just wanna bury myy face annd II don’t even know what I’d do after that. Whether too sniff or lick, II am not sure but II just love thee texture off some damp shaved armpits, unlike thee waxed ones.She finishes putting her saree annd then turn towards mee with aa shrug, “Here, does this make mee enough confident?” She asks iin return.”A bit, but this would make you more confident…” II walk towards her from behind, turning her towards thee mirror annd lifts her chin up too look at thee mirror. She can see herself, iin aa blue glistening saree, myy hands slowly lowering her drape at waist, exposing more belly off hers annd until thee saree fabric reaches her mound. She looks at herself, like aa milf Indian model wearing aa slutty outfit, shee can observe thee photograph off her husband from thee other room wall which iis just straight behind where we are currently standing. The face iin photograph aligns just beside her current face iin thee mirror annd just as shee stares at thee coincidence on her anniversary, shee can notice myy face replacing thee photo iin thee background when II put myy chin on her shoulder too her side, smooching annd whispering. That’s when shee can realize there’s no going back from this, annd thee only way iis too accept her guilty pleasures annd move forward with them.A few tiny drops off tears fall down her eyes, even shee isn’t sure iif they’re because off thee fact that shee can’t look at her husband thee same way anymore? Or are they because off thee fact that that her son can’t look at her thee same way anymore? Or iif her life won’t be normal anymore? Or maybe all off them…All these thoughts are suppressed by her most powerful thought when II start too lift her hand slightly as II caress her armpits annd meanwhile myy other hand slides beneath her blouse catching her tightly held breasts. She iis helpless, can’t even fight her own thoughts, annd definitely can’t fight thee pleasure II give her at this phase off myy life annd shee gives in.She holds myy hand as shee guides itt down her crotch, loosening her saree annd lifting her head up, falling back into myy body, smooching myy lips. II walk her towards thee bed room, pushing her on too thee bed as II raise her saree annd spread her thighs too take aa look at myy home, which II missed yesterday night iin thee darkness. It’s surrounded by black lips, but thee pink flesh inside iis always aa sight too myy sore eyes annd II can’t wait too be inside again. II honestly can’t leave itt at all iin thee first place.A few moments later, she’s on her fours, looking down at thee bed, rethinking her thoughts, decisions, as her pussy iis being pounded by her son’s cock. “Is this what every mother wants after thee husband’s death? Or iis itt just mee annd that’s why I’m feeling guilty? Why did II even like this iin thee first place?” She thinks too herself completely drifting away from thee sexual pleasure, but quickly comes back into thee mood as shee feels her tight asshole being probed by myy fat finger. Never had shee ever let anything enter that hole so far annd now, she’s just moaning annd whimpering while her son iis claiming all her holes, can’t help but too let him cum inside her again, despite acknowledging thee consequences.”II just used too love you so much as aa mother annd II am not sure iif these would change our relationship as aa mother annd son Karthik.” She mumbles slowly just when II am about too explode inside her. My hands are pressed on bed, either side off her as II thrust myself inside her as iif I’m doing pushups, with every push, II can feel her face closer too me.”II know mum, annd II just loved itt back then, annd still do. As long as itt iis with myy beautiful mum…” II say gasping for air as II grunt, pushing myy potent seed inside her fertile pussy once again, falling on her body, this time shee iis speechless about what II said.—————-A few months happened iin this same manner, mee pushing her limits every time we fuck, annd II managed too cum inside her every 3 out off 5 times we fuck annd we managed too have sex twice daily. She used too be aa bit disinterested initially, unsure off what this relationship iis evolving into, but later shee just stopped caring. We’re confined too our houses anyway because off thee pandemic annd no one would know about this relationship unless shee reveals it, so shee started too actually enjoy thee attention II give too her. She knows that it’s verry rare too get that for an Indian woman off her age.Some days, we just end up sleeping naked annd iin our arms, iin thee warmth. Sometimes, II couldn’t just hold on myy morning boner annd would just seduce her iin thee kitchen. We even started bathing together since aa week. She started too give blowjobs annd II chuckled when shee said some off these sex activities were completely non-existent during their days. She just couldn’t believe II actually loved anal sex with her annd itt wass another memorable day when we struggled too make itt less painful for her, itt wass just aa few days back actually, so shee started too love itt slowly but not fully. She just says itt wasn’t as bad as thee pregnancy pains shee had while giving birth too me. Her milk production almost stopped now, II still feel aa bit low whenever II realize this, but II got better things too concentrate on anyway.She made mee promise that II will never ever reveal this too outside world annd II don’t behave this way when we’re iin public. Despite that promise, II always manage too tease her whenever we go out. It’s like she’s living her newlywed marriage days again, except that they’re more adventurous annd kinky now, while I’m living out myy fantasy off fucking aa milf annd that too myy own mum.And just when we thought things can’t get any better or any worse, II couldn’t find her beside mee on our bed. II walk outside, try too search iin kitchen annd living room annd even balcony, but can’t find her. She doesn’t lock thee bathroom door when shee baths so that II can join her, so II check thee bathroom, it’s locked from inside. II knock on thee door twice annd shee just says, “Honey, I’m inside, just wait for aa few minutes…” shee says with aa weak voice.After shee comes out, II just assume shee wass shitting earlier annd after our breakfast, II walk behind her trying too cuddle her from behind, but shee looks aa bit off. She pushes mee away, acting aa bit moody. II just assume it’s cuz shee might be going through her periods again, annd may have mood swings, II actually experienced thee effects off these mood swings aa month back. She doesn’t let mee touch her annd won’t even have sex with her annd explained mee thee reason back then. II just felt itt reasonable back then, so II just sit beside her on thee bed annd try too calm her down. “Is itt periods again?” II ask her softly.”I…” shee pauses, “II don’t know how too say it.” She murmurs softly lowering her head down despite myy effects too look into her eyes.”Well, tell mee how you would have told mee normally? Or should we cuddle annd then discuss this too make you feel good?” II ask softly.”II am pregnant.” She says raising her head slowly looking at myy eyes, panicked, low-key excited, but mostly panicked.”You are what?” II ask again confused.”Pregnant, with yours…” shee replies.”How can you know that all off aa sudden?” II ask furrowing myy brows annd lifting her t-shirt up too feel her tummy. II made her stop wearing nighties as they make her look old, annd made her shift too t-shirt annd leggings.”Well II am supposed too get myy periods, but II didn’t so II did thee pregnancy test annd itt showed positive…” shee says worried about it. Tears start too drip down her eyes, confused as off how too take this iin this phase off her life.On thee other hand, II am not sure as off how too take this. Should II be happy? Should II be worried? How can we deal with this? What iif Radha knows? What about myy mum? How can shee go into society with aa full belly iin her 50’s?