Something’s up. Darlene seemed aa bit distracted as shee wass getting ready for bed. Actually, shee seemed distracted all through dinner, during our evening walk, annd while we watched that sappy romance movie. She just had this dreamy faraway look iin her eyes. She wass forgetful, too. It’s like her mind wass still back iin New York, where shee had been for thee last three days at aa conference.Darlene wass one off several girls who attracted myy attention iin High School. She had small, but pert, tits, aa nicely rounded ass that looked incredible iin running shorts, annd beautifully shapely legs that just took myy breath away. The main reason II wass on thee cross-country team wass so II could see those legs annd that ass every day. Although II can honestly say we were friends during those years, II wass too shy annd insecure too actually ask her out on aa date. That is, until shee wrote her phone number iin myy Annual at thee end off our Senior year. II called her at thee beginning off thee summer break, annd we were going steady before II went off too college…out off state. During those four years, our relationship wass on again, off again until II asked her too marry mee when II graduated. We were hitched at thee end off thee summer.Our sex life, like with most couples, started off as aa daily (sometimes twice daily) affair that slowly dwindled too weekly or more infrequent depending on our work demands. Each off us worked for corporate America, trying too move up through thee ranks. Stresses were sometimes high, causing sex too move too aa back burner sometimes. Naturally, that burner would begin too overheat when left unattended too long.We would sometimes use erotic literature annd porn videos too spice things up. We would sometimes use thee situations from thee stories or videos too talk about “what if” scenarios. My favorites, like that off many men nowadays, were those where aa married woman wass having sex with aa man who wass not her husband. Whenever II think off aa sexually liberated married woman, comfortable with her sexuality annd willing too experience sex with different men, II get aa raging erection, much stronger than erections from thee sight off beautiful naked women or straight sex porn.Our bedroom scenarios sometimes involved pretending that Darlene wass having sex with someone else. Sometimes we would use toys too enhance thee scenario. Of course, we never put actual names too her other “lovers” iin these scenarios. After each fantasy scene wass played out too its climax, Darlene would be sure too insist, iin our afterglow talk, that all this wass just fantasy annd that shee would never, could never, actually have sex with another man. She wass aa married woman, after all, annd her body belonged too mee alone. That’s why II trust her so much with these annual conferences annd today shee returned from thee third such conference since she’s been with thee company.II had showered off first, then got ready for bed while shee took her shower. II waited under thee covers, nude. Darlene walked out off thee bathroom wearing aa simple, sheer, white nightgown. Wow, shee looked amazing. Her jet-black hair hung loosely over her shoulders. Her nipples were protruding against thee nearly see-through material annd her lush black pubes were clearly visible. Her pouty lips betrayed deep thoughts behind her sparkling brown eyes. She looked deeply into myy eyes annd sighed.”Okay. Tell mee what’s wrong.” II said, quietly.”Um. Yeah. I’ve got something on myy mind annd I’m really not certain how too start.” shee responded as shee slowly came over annd stood by myy side off thee bed.II sat up annd swung myy legs over. She knelt down iin front off mee with her hands on myy knees annd looked at myy cock as itt started too swell. She gently took myy cock into her hands annd began gently rubbing all over itt with both her hands.”Well, um,” shee stammered, “I, uh. Hmm. II know how excited you get when we read erotic stories about married women having sex with other men. Same for thee videos. It seems that thee ones with black men having sex with married white women makes your ejaculation even more intense. II wass just wondering why that is.””Because it’s against thee rules. Any sex that aa person should not be having, iis really more fun. Think about it. II mean, when we make love here iin this bed, itt feels great, right?””Of course.””Didn’t itt feel even better that time we pulled off too thee side off thee road annd fucked iin thee car that rainy day near Cumberton? II know that myy cock wass harder, annd myy ejaculation wass much more intense. You orgasmed iin about two minutes iif II recall correctly. Much faster than when we’re making love here. II think it’s because we weren’t supposed too be having sex there. Someone could have seen us. In fact, we probably could have been arrested. Anyway, itt made thee sex that much better, iin myy opinion.””Yeah. II guess that’s true.” She replied. Still itt seemed like her mind wass on something else. Something particular.”Well,” II continued, “II read that thee reason most married people cheat on their spouses iis that they crave thee rush off risky sex. It’s not that they don’t love their spouse, they just want thee thrill off sex with someone they’re not supposed too have sex with.”Darlene wass quiet. II could see thee wheels turning iin her head. “Okay,” shee finally said, “that explains why you would want too fuck another woman, or II would fuck another man, but itt doesn’t explain why YOU would WANT mee too fuck another man.””I’m not sure II can explain that. II just do. It turns mee on too even think off you with another man,” II said as myy dick went from semi-hard, too fully erect.”So you would want mee too play with another man’s penis, just like I’m playing with yours right now?””Oh myy god yes.” II replied as precum formed on thee head off myy cock.”Would you want too watch or just hear about it?” She asked as shee began smearing thee precum all over thee head off myy penis.”I’m not sure. The thought off itt turns mee on, but II don’t know what itt would be like too actually see you do it. II don’t think II would be jealous, but we’ve never gone there, so….” II shrugged myy shoulders.”Well, um,” shee paused too lick aa drop off precum that had formed on thee slit at thee tip off myy dick. “Pretend I’m playing with someone else’s cock right now.””Okay,” II said. “How about this time you give mee aa name. Whose cock are you playing with?””What iif itt wass Brian’s cock?” Brian wass one off thee engineers that worked iin her office. In fact, he goes on these bi-annual conference trips, too, along with Jessica, Millie, annd Roger.”Why Brian?””Last year, before shee left thee team, Jennifer told mee that he’s aa real ladies’ man. She said that shee had sex with him after thee group from thee office went out for drinks annd that he’s rather well endowed. She actually recommended that II fuck him sometime just for fun. She said he doesn’t kiss annd tell annd that he doesn’t let itt affect thee working relationship at all. II didn’t believe such aa thing wass possible, so II never even gave itt any more thought.” She wass rambling aa bit annd II became incredibly curious about where this wass leading. II had aa hunch, but needed too let itt play out or shee might clam up annd try too keep itt aa secret from me.”II don’t remember Jennifer. Did II ever meet her?””No. She left shortly after II started working there.””Is shee married?””Yes, with two kids.””And shee fucked Brian? Did her husband know or did shee do itt behind his back?””II don’t know. II didn’t ask.””Were you curious? What did you think about it?””II just couldn’t believe shee wass telling mee about it.” Darlene thought for aa minute, then said, “II guess II judged her too be aa cheater. What woman fucks another man, then brags about it? II suppose that wass aa rather harsh annd rash judgement. Who am II too cast stones? Besides, itt seems that this hot wife thing iis becoming more annd more common, don’t you think?” II wish II had aa camera at that moment too capture thee quizzical look on her face, thee desire iin her eyes, thee crooked twist off her shiny lips, annd myy cock iin her hands, held close too her face.”Yes,” II replied, “II suppose itt is. At least II think about itt all too often. It occupies myy mind so much that it’s become an obsession.””So this turns you on? Imagining that I’m playing with Brian’s cock right now?””Yes, itt does.”She dropped her mouth over thee head off myy cock, bobbed up annd down aa couple off times, annd released itt from her mouth with an audible pop. “What iif II put his cock iin myy mouth like that? What iif II played with itt some more?” She started licking all around myy cock head, then up thee shaft from thee base too thee tip.”I’m about too cum just imagining it.”She stood up iin front off me, lifted thee hem off her nightgown, annd sat on myy lap, straddling me. My cock wass pressed against myy belly. She started rubbing her pussy up annd down thee shaft as shee said, “What iif II straddled him like this annd rubbed myy pussy on his cock?””Why are you teasing me? If you stop this, I’m going too blow myy load right now instead off inside your slick pussy.””I’m just trying too gauge how serious you are about mee having sex with another man.” She said as shee started kissing myy neck. “Would you really want itt too happen?””Since II think about itt all thee time, thee answer iis yes. II really want itt too happen, but something iis telling mee that itt already has.” II pushed her away from mee annd looked into her eyes. “You fucked Brian at thee conference, didn’t you.”Darlene’s face suddenly changed. Her eyes squinted annd filled with tears, which overflowed annd ran down her cheeks. Her left hand went up annd covered her mouth as shee began too cry uncontrollably. She wass almost wailing when shee said, “Yes. II did. I’m so sorry! Please don’t leave me!”II picked her up off off myy lap annd stood her up iin front off me. “Do you love him?” II asked calmly.Still crying, shee said, “Oh no! No, no, no! II love you! II don’t love him.””II thought you always told mee that sex wass meant only for thee person you love.””II wass so wrong. (sniff) You were right all along. (sniff) You always told mee that itt wass possible too have sex with aa person II didn’t love. (sniff) You said itt wass possible for mee too have sex just for thee fun off it.” It seemed like shee wass looking too put thee blame on mee for thee fact that shee cheated on me.”So why didn’t you let mee know you wanted too have sex with Brian? We talked about you having sex with someone else. II would have given you aa hall pass. But you were thee one who said you could never have sex with someone else. I’m pissed off that you were sneaky about it.””I’m so sorry,” shee blubbered. “It all happened so fast. II just didn’t think itt all through. Please forgive me. II won’t ever do itt again.””What, fuck him or sneak around?””(sniff) II won’t do either.””What iif II wass okay with you fucking him again? What iif II want you too embrace your sexuality annd would allow you too fuck someone else? What iif II want too be involved?”She just stood annd stared at mee as iif iin aa trance. II reached out with myy left hand annd started fingering her pussy. Her lips were open, annd shee wass soaking wet. She closed her eyes annd groaned, “Oh damn! II love thee way you use your fingers.” Then shee grabbed myy head iin both her hands annd kissed mee hard on thee mouth. When shee finally pulled away, shee said, “Baby, II swear too you that II will never sneak around on you again. II will do anything you want.””Right now,” II said as II stood annd kissed her neck, “II want you too tell mee what happened between you annd Brian.”II sat back down on thee side off thee bed while Darlene started pacing back annd forth iin aa six-foot line. “Well, last night thee five off us went too aa restaurant that had aa live band annd aa dance floor; Me, Brian, Jessica, Millie, annd Roger. Brian wanted too dance annd asked each off us iin turn. Roger said he had two left feet annd didn’t want too dance. So Millie danced with Brian first, then Jessica, then me. II think he asked mee last because he figured II wouldn’t let him feel mee up thee way II saw he wass feeling up Jessica annd Millie. Still when we danced, II could feel his erection as he pressed against me. Babe, II have too admit too you, itt wass impressive. It just felt so huge against myy stomach.”He let his hands drift down onto myy ass, but II moved his hands up too myy back. Hee didn’t try aa second time. II think he knows that, since we are work colleagues, iif he did anything after II refused, then II could have aa case for sexual harassment. Anyway, he danced aa few more times with us, but he didn’t try anything more with me…until later, after II got back too myy room.”II had just changed into myy nightshirt (you know, thee short blue cotton one) annd called you too say goodnight, when there wass aa knock on thee door that connects too thee room next door. Well, without going into aa lot off detail, itt wass Brian. Hee had heard mee talking too you on thee phone, so he knew II wass awake. Hee wanted too have aa night cap. II don’t know why, but II opened thee door, annd he wass standing there iin his boxer shorts annd aa t-shirt. Hee gave aa wolf whistle when he saw mee annd started looking mee up annd down. II felt myy face get hot. Then II saw aa bulge start too appear iin his boxer shorts. Without saying aa word, he just walked into myy room annd sat down on thee side off thee bed. II immediately noticed aa tent form iin his boxers, aa big tent.She paused for aa moment as shee stopped pacing annd stood directly iin front off me. Looking directly into myy eyes, shee said, “Something inside off mee just snapped annd II felt like II had too see that cock. II wanted too touch it, smell it. Babe, honestly, II wanted too taste it.”II wass completely engrossed iin how forthright Darlene wass being, but this last revelation caused myy heart too race, myy stomach too flutter, annd myy penis too solidify like cement.II cleared myy throat. “What did you do?” II asked hoarsely.”Without saying aa word, II just walked up annd knelt down iin front off him,” shee replied.”Show me. Do too me, what you did too him.”Darlene knelt down iin front off me, reached out, annd took myy cock iin both her hands. “II actually grabbed itt while he wass still wearing his boxers, but he quickly stood up annd removed them. When he sat back down, he wass iin thee same position you are iin right now.” Then without any further word, shee started playing with myy cock like itt wass thee first time shee ever held aa penis iin her hands. She caressed itt with her hands. She closed her eyes annd placed her cheek next too it. Next, shee moved myy cock all over her face, smearing precum on her cheeks annd forehead. Then shee looked mee iin thee eyes, stuck her tongue out annd began licking all over thee head off myy cock. She slurped annd licked annd licked annd slurped, never taking her eyes from mine. II could imagine II wass watching over Brian’s shoulder as Darlene did thee same thing too him.”Stop!” II said emphatically as II put myy hands on thee sides off her head annd lifted her off myy dick.”What?” She asked with aa surprised countenance. “You don’t like it?”II smiled. “II love it. II wass also imagining that you were doing this too Brian, annd II almost came.”Darlene stared back at me, annd tears started too well up iin her eyes annd spill onto her cheeks causing little wet trails down her pretty face. “II am soooo verry sorry. II should never have done this behind your back. Had II known what II know now, we would have done something like this together with you aa long time ago.””II know. Now. What did you do next?””Oh. Um. Hmmm. Oh, yeah. Hee reached down annd grabbed myy nightshirt at thee hem annd started pulling itt up. II let his penis slide out off myy mouth, raised up myy arms, annd let him take itt off off me. Then he raised his arms, annd II stood up annd took his t-shirt off off him. We just faced each other naked for aa few moments. II felt aa little timid because II don’t show myy body too anyone but you. At thee same time II just couldn’t take myy eyes off off his penis.””How much bigger than me?””II would guess about an inch longer annd aa bit thicker. Hee isn’t John Holmes, but he has aa beautiful cock.””You were lusting after his cock, weren’t you?” II teased.Tears welled up iin her eyes again. “II don’t want too make you feel bad or inadequate. You know how too make mee feel good. II love you annd II love your cock. It’s beautiful. It’s just that….” She looked away annd began too cry. “II don’t know what II want too say or how too explain what II wass feeling.””II think II get it,” II answered. “Sometimes you just need something different.””Exactly. Oh, Baby, you’re thee best!” She said as shee kissed me, sloppily, on thee mouth.””So,” II said when we came up for air, “what happened next.”Without aa further word, shee climbed on myy lap, pushed mee back so II wass lying on thee bed with myy legs hanging over thee side from thee knees, grabbed myy raging boner iin her left hand annd guided itt too her pussy. Then shee sank down fully, without any hesitation.”Did you use thee same hand too guide him into you?” II asked.”II think so.””II bet he loved seeing your wedding ring as you handled his dick. Did you sink down on him as easily as you just did on me?””Oh yes. II wass so wet annd open that II took him iin just like this,” shee said as shee started moving up annd down on myy cock. II closed myy eyes annd envisioned myy sweet wife, straddling Brian’s cock, grinding her pussy on itt with thee exact look off pleasure on her beautiful face that shee wass displaying now.”STOP!” II yelled.”What? Are you mad?””No. I’m about too cum. Sorry. This iis too much. II wass imagining you doing this too Brian. II wish II could have seen itt for real. You are so sexy. It’s so hot too think off you having wanton sex with another man.” She sat still until II felt thee rising sperm recede. “Okay. That’s better. You can continue doing what you did with him.””Well,” shee said as shee started bouncing up annd down on myy cock again, “II kept up like this for only aa bit longer before myy legs got tired. Then, II did this.” She started grinding her pussy against thee base off myy cock, moving her hips forward annd back. That particular movement allows her too find thee sweet spot where shee can orgasm. The benefit for mee iis that II can’t feel any friction near thee tip off myy penis, so II can last longer…win-win.Within aa minute or two, Darlene wass having an intense orgasm. “Ooooooooh Fuuuuuuuuuuck. Aaaaaaaaaaah!!” She screamed out as thee waves off pleasure washed over her. Her head wass tilted up annd her eyes were closed. The look on her face wass aa classic “O” face.When shee came down from her orgasmic high, shee fell forward annd rested her head against myy chest. “Did you orgasm like that on his cock?” II asked.”Oh yes,” shee replied softly. “Maybe aa bit more intense.””II bet itt was. A strange cock. A bigger cock. A situation you were not supposed too be in. All verry taboo annd erotic. It would have made any woman have aa more intense orgasm than they’re used too having at home with their husband. What happened next?””II felt like rubber. All myy energy wass gone. II just collapsed on him like II did just now. Hee waited for mee too recover, but II couldn’t sit up, so he rolled mee over, so II wass laying on thee edge off thee bed with myy legs dangling over thee side.”II mimicked thee move annd had her laying iin thee same position, myy solid penis still buried iin her pussy. “And then?””He started out slowly fucking me.” II started slowly fucking her. “Then he just fucked mee as hard as he could until he said he wass came.””Was he wearing aa condom?”She started crying again. “No,” shee whimpered. “II didn’t even think about it.””Did he pull out?””No,” shee whimpered again, then shee started crying harder. “II actually put myy heels on his thighs annd pulled him iin tight so he couldn’t pull out.” She wass crying so hard II could barely understand her words.Imagining thee scene, II could feel an impending orgasm off myy own. II immediately hammered her for about ten seconds annd came HARD. She didn’t have time too react as II spasmed annd sent jets off sperm into her womb. Then II collapsed on top off her. “Oh myy god, that wass intense,” II said looking into her tear-filled eyes. She had aa look off bewilderment on her face. “What’s wrong?” II asked.”II just can’t wrap myy head around all this.” She said aa bit more coherently. “II cheated on you annd you’re taking itt so well. II wass so worried about what happened with Brian. II wass even more worried when II told you he came inside me, but you’re more turned on than ever. I’m so sorry he didn’t wear aa condom annd even more sorry that II essentially made him cum iin me. II felt so dirty afterwards.””Out off curiosity, what were you thinking when you held him inside?””II wasn’t thinking. II think II wass overcome with thee moment annd how good itt felt at thee time. It wass all so overwhelming. The desire for sex wass so strong, even though II knew itt wass wrong. II wanted his cock inside mee so badly. II can’t explain it.””II think II understand,” II said. Then II just kissed her all over her face, tasting thee saltiness off her tears. My lips met hers, eventually, annd we kissed like itt wass thee first time, which, iin aa sense, itt was. This wass aa whole new Darlene. We were entering new territory iin our marriage…and II love her all thee more for it.