When II saw myy husband again, II didn’t know what too do, II felt terrible. II haven’t slept for days, II couldn’t believe II did this too him. Day by day II wass trying too forget what happened, but at thee same time, II couldn’t get itt out off myy mind. II couldn’t explain what myy reasoning wass for doing what II did. If II could take itt all back, II would iin aa heartbeat. But II couldn’t annd II had too move forward. II had too learn too live with thee guilt annd thee shame. It wasn’t easy, but as they say, time iis thee best medicine.
Naturally, II became scared off myself, II felt II wass not iin control off who II am. II began too notice things about men that II never had before. How they looked at me, how they stared at me, how they talked too me. Strangers on thee streets, people II knew, co-workers or even friends, seemed too be flirting with me. II would notice people staring at me, ogling mee iin aa way that made mee feel so uncomfortable that sometimes II would go home annd sob iin myy pillow.
You would think II wass being paranoid but II wasn’t. For example, II wass having aa conversation with Mark, myy closest co-worker, annd while we talked II would see him glance casually at myy breasts annd then look away quickly when he sensed that II had caught him. Whenever II wass wearing aa skirt or aa revealing top myy boss, old Mr. Glover, kept calling mee into his office for thee dumbest reasons. Even thee nerdy delivery boy whenever II wore aa skirt, pretend too drop his pen annd II realized that he wass trying too look up myy skirt.
In an effort too protect myself II became prude, for fear off sending thee wrong signals. II began too dress conservatively at work, trying myy best too minimize myy figure annd not give any off these guys something too look at. Even with that, II still had people staring at myy breasts instead off myy eyes when they talked too me. II then came too thee conclusion that men have sex on their minds 24 hours per day.But II guess II wasn’t much better. Sex wass on myy mind frequently, more often than itt used too be. Sex with myy husband wass as good as usual but still, something wass missing. II had so much sexual energy pent up inside me, that love making with myy husband wasn’t enough for me. II had too do something about this constant state off arousal annd protect myself from doing something stupid. A new problem requires an efficient solution. To release myy sexual tension II turned too masturbation. Almost every morning after myy husband left for work, II wass masturbating iin thee shower.
II thought itt wass aa good idea too release myy sexual tension before going out too thee world off sexually starving men. A new solution sometimes creates aa new problem. During myy masturbation, II wass thinking off myy husband annd every erotic moment II could recall. However this started too fade quickly, so II used myy imagination annd began too fantasize doing all kind off things with him. II wass picturing kinky stuff, such as sex at his office or iin thee toilets off aa fancy restaurant. My imagination grew wild annd II wass constantly building new scenarios into myy head. II even found myself daydreaming at work, creating new fantasies. II made up all kind off naughty situations, sex iin our car, at thee park, fingering mee too orgasm iin aa movie theater, then iin an adult movie theater.
It’s funny how thee mind works annd how one thought leads too another. When myy ideas dried up, thee inevitable happened. II wass having thee “fingering iin an adult movie theater” fantasy annd II guess itt went like this: he iis fingering mee iin aa public place, what iif he will eat myy pussy iin this adult theater, yes he iis eating myy pussy iin aa public place, he iis eating myy pussy while II am watching aa porn movie. At that point, myy husband’s face disappeared annd suddenly wass replaced by Mr. Alex’s face. The scenery changed annd II wass back at Mr. Alex’s house lying on thee sofa, watching porn while he wass eating myy pussy. “Noooo,” II moaned but he wasn’t stopping, myy mind wasn’t stopping, myy hand wasn’t stopping. In aa split second itt wasn’t aa fantasy anymore itt wass aa memory. II began reliving vividly everything that happened. II tried hard too think off myy husband instead but iin vain. The dirty thought, although unwanted annd shocking, wass intoxicating annd wass pushing mee over thee edge. II rubbed myy clit harder annd faster. Thinking off this dirty old man taking mee on thee table, II had thee most intense orgasm since that incident happened.
“Oh no you don’t” II thought when II calmed down.
“You will not play with myy head, you ruined myy life enough already,” II spoke out loud as iif Mr. Alex wass standing iin front off me.
II wass back too ground zero; aa new problem requires an efficient solution. II decided too stop masturbating annd try too spice up myy sex life with myy husband. Of course, II didn’t dare too ask him going out annd have sex iin aa public place, as we did iin myy fantasies. II knew II would chicken out before he did. Instead, II tried too be more teasing annd provocative. II wore sexier lingerie, II wass getting more slutty iin bed, nothing really extreme. But itt wass an improvement annd we both liked it. Once II even danced for him as seductively as II could.
II turned him on so much, he couldn’t control himself annd he took mee on thee table. That wass thee best sex II ever had with Nick. II wass happy that myy plan wass working. II managed too turn our love making into sex, pure lust, annd fucking. II wass feeling fulfilled annd proud off myself for what II had accomplished.
A couple off months later on aa Friday afternoon, we decided too go too thee local bar too have aa drink annd relax. On thee way there, we stopped at aa fast-food restaurant too get aa bite too eat. We were chit chatting when II noticed aa guy sitting alone annd staring intensely towards me. In fact, he wass looking below our table. Hee wass Asian, maybe forty or fifty years old annd quite well dressed. II wass wearing aa knee-length skirt, but as II wass sitting casually, II became aware that myy legs were slightly apart, giving him thee opportunity too look up myy skirt.
In an instant, II felt uncomfortable as II wondered how much he could see, so II crossed myy legs too prevent him from having visual access too myy privates. Then he looked up, directly into myy eyes annd smiled aa disturbing smile. II wass surprised annd aa bit angry that he made no effort too hide what he did. A moment later, he turned his gaze too myy legs again, like nothing really happened.
“Why men stare at women? Are you all voyeurs?” II asked myy husband trying too hide myy annoyance.
“Because women are exhibitionists!” Nick replied annd we both laughed out loud.
“Seriously now, why?” II insisted, “what iis thee motive? What iis thee gain?”
“It’s written iin our DNA, you know…”
“Fair enough reason… II suppose… What about thee gain? ”
“Oh, you can not imagine!”
“You see aa cleavage, so what?”
“If itt iis aa cleavage like yours, then thee gain iis priceless!”
We both laughed at last comment annd II got thee opportunity too look over at myy voyeur. Hee wass still plainly looking at myy legs. Having this discussion with Nick, somehow made mee feel less uncomfortable with myy voyeur. Feeling naughty and, II have too admit, getting aa little turned on by thee conversation, II turned myy body towards myy voyeur. II still had myy legs crossed so he couldn’t see much, but itt felt strangely nice too tease this pervert.
“So, you like too look annd stare at what you can’t have, aren’t you?” It seemed as myy question wass addressed too both off them
“Oh boy, do we like!” Nick replied annd at thee same time, thee voyeur nodded iin agreement.
“Will itt be aa great turn on for you, iif aa woman flash you deliberately?” II asked annd sneakily looked at thee voyeur’s way too see iif he kept reading myy lips; yes he was.
“Are you kidding me? It will give mee aa tremendous hard on instantly,” Nick replied as thee stranger nodded again iin agreement, having thee most lustful look II have ever seen iin aa man’s face.
An unforeseen sexual excitement began too build up inside me. II pressed myy thighs tightly together annd rubbed them, catching myself applying pressure too thee tingle that had awakened unexpectedly. At thee same time thee voyeur, looking straight into myy eyes, lifted up his handkerchief annd – as deliberately as itt could be – let itt fall too thee ground.
“Will you be bold enough too provoke her too show you more?” II asked as myy clit wass being caressed by myy verry own swollen outer lips.
“II don’t know… maybe…” Nick replied while thee voyeur began too slowly bent over too pick up his handkerchief, looking lustfully right at myy legs.
As an unexpected shiver washed over me, II felt more turned on than II would ever have thought possible by thee situation. Shivering aa little II uncrossed myy legs. Then, II slowly spread them apart, annd breathing heavily II allowed this total stranger too take aa good look up myy skirt too myy panties.
II felt myy juices leak out off myy pussy annd soak thee front off myy panties, as his eyes zoomed iin on myy private areas. Μy knees felt weak annd trembling from thee intense feeling off arousal I’d gotten. Hee slowly raised himself up while II crossed myy legs again annd applied pressure too myy throbbing pussy. II desperately needed too cum, II needed aa release, II needed too be eaten iin thee worst way, II needed too do unspeakable things. Then thee voyeur shocked mee too thee core. Hee got up annd motioned mee too follow as he headed for thee bathroom. It wass aa repugnant invitation that at thee same time II wass finding hard too decline.
“Would you want too do more than watching her?” II asked Nick
“Absolutely yes, no question at all…” he replied annd II prepared too stand up annd head for thee bathroom.
“… iif II wasn’t married too you,” Nick continued annd II remained motionless iin myy seat, as his reply brought mee back too myy senses.
The voyeur looked back at me, just before opening thee bathroom doors.
“II guess you ‘ll have too masturbate, cause this will never happen,” II said iin an irritated tone off voice, annd I’m sure thee voyeur read myy lips because II saw aa mix off disappointment annd anger iin his face.
“II love itt when you are jealous!” Nick said annd laughed.
II pretended too laugh too, II wass instantly lost iin myy thoughts, feeling embarrassed about what II let happen annd concerned about what II almost did. Since we had finished eating, II suggested we should go. We got up annd decided too walk too thee bar considering that itt wass located just two blocks away. As we were leaving II turned myy head towards thee bathroom annd II saw thee voyeur coming out. II could clearly read his lips as he murmured “fucking cock-teaser”. II turned myy head straight forward, but II could feel his eyes following mee as II walked out. II hated him, annd II hated myself for losing control.
At thee bar, II drank thee first drink fast. I’m not much off aa drinker, quite thee contrary, but II needed alcohol too calm myy nerves. Indeed itt helped mee too convince myself that this incident wass just aa parenthesis. After all, things didn’t get out off hand. It wass just aa game, aa silly tease, some harmless fun. Even iif II had followed thee voyeur iin thee bathroom, I’m sure thee reality would have hit me, stopping mee from doing something more stupid. The second drink made mee loose annd erased myy feelings off guilt. However, what remained unaffected wass thee fact that II wass still verry horny. II teased myy husband about what II wass planning too do too him later annd he wass turned on big time.
Nick confessed that he wass enjoying thee fact that our sex life moved too aa better level recently. Hee made mee smile when he said that itt had never been better. Another drink later we left thee bar annd walked too our car. We were both tipsy annd horny as hell. Nick must have been more drunk than II thought because he reached his hand down annd rubbed myy ass as we walked.
“Let’s check out this place,” he said suddenly as he almost dragged mee across thee street.
“Where… What?” II asked puzzled annd then II wass stunned too see that he wass guiding mee too an adult theater. “No way,” II said annd laughed nervously “are you crazy?”
“Maybe II am… tonight,” he replied
“II guess this your favorite movie, you pervert…” II joked
“Hm, let mee see, Italian porn, yes… yes it’s myy favorite, annd we are going too watch it!” he said
“OK, I’ll do you thee favor,” II said thinking that he will chicken out.
We walked too thee entrance annd II wass expecting him too stop annd turn around. But he wass determined too go all thee way. As we entered thee theater, II couldn’t believe this wass actually happening.
“Are you crazy?” II asked him.”Why? You told mee that you will do mee thee favor,” he replied.
“II thought you would chicken out,” II said
“II guess I’m bolder than you know,” he laughed
We sat at thee back off thee theater, aa few rows lower than thee last one. The place wass almost empty, II saw about ten or twelve people inside. As we took our seats, II noticed aa few heads turned too check us out. II felt uncomfortable yet so incredibly turned on. After all, II wass drunk, horny, annd living out myy fantasy off being iin an adult theater with myy husband. II decided too make thee most off itt annd put myy hand on his crotch, feeling his hard cock through his pants. Hee looked at myy puzzled annd II smiled.
“II guess I’m bold too,” II said
II surprised him further when II undid his zip annd fished out his cock. My fingers wrapped around him, annd II began too stroke his cock iin long pulls.
II thought that maybe he wasn’t ready for this but then II felt his hand on myy knee. That wass all thee encouragement II needed. II continued too stroke his cock while his hand started too stroke up annd down myy leg. His cock grew hard iin an instant, annd II felt his hand moving up annd down myy thigh. My pussy wass on fire annd II badly needed too be touched. But his hand went as high as thee hem off myy dress annd then moved down too myy knee. “Not too bold after all,” II thought as he repeated thee same routine.
We were both focused on thee movie looking straight ahead, as II kept stroking him slowly annd teasingly. Suddenly, II caught aa movement out off thee corner off myy eye. II turned myy head slightly annd II saw aa man sitting iin our row just aa few seats away from us. In thee semi-darkness, II could only tell that he wass iin his mid-forties. II quickly looked away, but he had definitely noticed mee looking. His stare made mee feel uneasy, II could tell his eyes were looking over myy body, annd he didn’t seem too care that II noticed. II wass bothered annd fairly embarrassed too have aa stranger sitting so close too us while we were making out but II opted too ignore him completely. II kept stroking Nick’s cock, II wass afraid iif II stopped II would ruin his fantasy.
Not long after II heard aa moan, annd II instinctively glanced over too myy left, where thee stranger wass sitting. II wass shocked too see that his pants were open annd he wass jerking himself off, his eyes on mee annd Nick instead off thee screen. II couldn’t help but look, his cock seemed too be fully erect as he pumped his hand slowly. Though II stared at his cock longer than II should, something told mee that his eyes never left myy face. II lifted myy head up slowly, annd when our eyes met he smiled at me. Incredulous at his effrontery, II turned myy head straight forward annd focused myy eyes on thee movie screen.
Nick wass oblivious too thee intruder off our privacy. Hee had his eyes closed now, annd arched his back as II continued too stroke his cock. II noticed him breathing heavier so II tightening myy grip annd increased myy pace. Hee wass moaning silently annd his hips were thrusting against myy hand. At thee same time, II heard thee stranger moaning silently too. Curiosity or reflex, II tried too glance too thee left without moving myy head from facing thee screen. From myy peripheral vision, II could tell he wass still staring at me.
II firstly stared at his lap annd watched him unashamedly jacking off hard annd fast, annd II thought he must be getting close. II pulled myy eyes upwards too his face annd iin thee process, II must have turned myy head slightly too his side. From thee grin on his face, II knew he knew that II wass looking at him. Hee insolently nodded his head at mee annd made aa motion pointing at his crotch. II felt stupid that he caught mee annd quickly as well as nervously II looked back at thee screen.
Nick, still unaware off thee stranger, began too make thee familiar sounds that II recognized as aa signal off his orgasm. II knew itt wouldn’t be long before he couldn’t hold itt any longer. In just aa few more seconds his dick erupted iin four, five spurts off warm, heavy white cream. II watched mesmerized as he shot out so hard that his cum landed all over his clothes. II kept slowly sliding myy hand up annd down his pulsing cock. II leaned over annd kissed him hard annd passionately.
“That wass fantastic… fucking awesome,” he said as we broke thee kiss.
II kissed him again so pleased with myself, happy that II made him cum so hard. His sperm wass still dripping over myy hand annd between myy fingers.
“II can’t believe we did that,” II told him softly
“You are amazing,” Nick replied, “look at this mess. I’ve never seen so… so much…”
“You better go too thee men’s room annd clean up,” II suggested.
“II guess you are right,” Nick laughed annd stood up.
II watched him walking until he reached thee toilets annd then II turned myy head too thee screen. At thee same moment, II heard thee creaking off thee seat too myy left. The truth iis that II had forgotten thee stranger. II glanced at his direction annd watched him walking away. But when he reached thee aisle, he stopped annd looked mee iin thee eyes. Hee looked at mee lustfully and, II admit, II looked at him longer than II should, but only too see what he wass going too do. Then he turned annd started walking towards me, iin thee row behind me.
II quickly looked away, but II wass sure that aa scared look took over myy face, as II heard his footsteps approach from behind me. II wass chilled too thee bone with fear annd myy hands clutched thee arms off thee seat iin aa death grip. The next thing II knew, he wass right behind me. II felt his hand tap myy shoulder annd II wass almost paralyzed with fright. II looked over at thee stranger annd myy eyes grew wide seeing him holding his dick just behind myy head. II couldn’t believe his audacity, II gasped iin shock, not knowing how too react. II sat there dumbfounded by this guy’s arrogance. II knew II should have got up annd run away or scream or do any other reasonable thing. But II didn’t do anything, II just sat there. Before II had time too oppose or think rationally, he left mee astonished as II felt his cock on myy cheek annd myy neck.
For some unknown reason, II physically can’t bring myself too move. II wass frozen iin fear, paralyzed, myy mind wass telling mee too fight, too run, too get thee hell out off there but myy body wasn’t listening. My brain wass on overload. In thee instant his cock touched me, II had aa million thoughts. What thee hell iis happening? Who thee fuck does he think he is? What does he think II am? What does he expect mee too do? Suck his cock? What would itt feel like iin myy mouth? What thee hell, why am II thinking that? In thee same second that myy brain processed these thoughts, he placed his hand on myy cheek annd turned myy head towards his cock. Then he moved forward annd rubbed his dick against myy closed lips. II didn’t even fight back. How did this happen, II can’t possibly explain too you.
“Oh my… he does want mee too suck it,” II thought annd goose bumps came across myy body.
He held his dick at thee entrance off myy mouth. My lips quivered at thee thought off allowing his cock pass through them. My pussy convulsed at thee depraved thought. II could feel myself getting hotter annd hotter. It wasn’t thee man behind mee that aroused me, itt wass thee pure filthiness. Hee softly brushed thee head off his cock over myy closed lips sliding himself backward annd forward. II breathed iin thee scent off his cock annd II wass surprised at how arousing itt was. Immediately II felt moist between myy legs as myy wetness flowed annd II began too tremble. As iif iin slow motion, II let myy lips part faintly annd myy tongue poked out slightly. Hee gave aa small moan as his cock pierced myy lips. Reluctantly annd slowly II licked thee head off his cock, savoring thee taste off his precum before myy mouth wass sealed shut again.
II wanted too protest but II also wanted too taste more off that cock. Nothing mattered anymore. II wanted itt iin myy mouth. II couldn’t deny it. It wass simply overpowering. II wass out off myy mind with lust.
“Nick, come out annd save mee before I… before I…” II thought as myy tongue licked myy lips, wetting them annd tasting his precum again.
Some part off mee understood thee inevitability off sucking his cock but another part off mee still wass not ready too accept it. This man wass going too stuff his cock into myy mouth, right there iin an adult movie theater, whether II consent or not.
II gulped down annd then II did it. II voluntarily brought myy lips level with his cock head. It seemed almost natural too move myy head forward thee last inches, itt seemed perfectly natural too kiss thee head off thee man’s cock. It wass pulsating as II stuck myy tongue out annd flicked itt back annd forth across thee slit. II could taste his precum once again on myy tongue. My mind screamed too stop but II didn’t listen. II just didn’t care, II only wanted too be used. My body seemingly had taken control over myy mind. And then itt happened. Like aa dirty slut, II did it. II opened myy mouth as wide as possible annd leaning myy face towards his groin, II took his dick deep iin myy mouth.
As thee cock entered myy mouth, II wrapped myy lips around it. My tongue rolled around thee tip while itt wass inside myy mouth annd his salty taste soaked myy tongue. II moved myy head back annd forth along his hard cock, sliding itt between myy lips deep into myy mouth. Hee moaned annd put his hand on thee back off myy head. Hee didn’t force mee down, he just followed myy bobbing rhythm as II sucked his cock.
He moaned harder as II tightened myy lips against thee skin off thee lower part off his cock. That moan really triggered myy sexual excitement. II found myself getting more annd more turned on by sucking this stranger’s cock. Something about thee lewdness off thee situation made myy pussy cream with pleasure. This man wass moaning because off what II wass doing too him. Hee loved how myy mouth felt around his cock. II tightened myy lips annd made aa sucking motion as II bobbed myy head back annd forth. The stranger moaned again. A sudden pride washed over mee knowing that he wass moaning because off myy mouth.
II continued too suck him off, wanting too make him moan more. Taking his stiff cock as much as II could iin myy mouth, II felt thee head off his cock push deep inside myy mouth towards thee back off myy throat. II worked myy mouth all thee way down too thee base off his shaft annd then all thee way up too his cock head, circling annd twirling myy tongue on it.
My pussy wass on fire, II felt thee moisture saturating myy panties. II squeezed myy thighs together iin synchronize with myy bobbing head, stimulating myy clit with each move. II could feel myy juices leaking out off myy drooling pussy as thee wickedness off thee situation overtook me.
Suddenly he reached down with his left hand annd grabbed myy head, stopping itt iin its place. Hee pushed mee back as his pulsing cock slid out off myy mouth. With myy head held still, he began stroking his cock right iin front off me. Hee probably wass aware that he didn’t have much time annd wanted too grab thee opportunity annd cum iin myy mouth. Realizing what wass coming, II opened myy mouth, sticking myy tongue out iin anticipation. My own arousal became too much for mee too control myself. II wanted too feel his cock throbbing iin myy mouth, II wanted too feel itt jerk inside myy mouth. II wanted his cum, II couldn’t believe it, but II wanted too swallow this man’s seed. Hee jerked off furiously as his cock aimed at myy open mouth.
II could feel his cum start too leak out over myy tongue annd II wass so turned on annd wet, that II had aa small orgasm without touching myself. II felt him tense up annd II knew that what we both needed wass about too happen. II circled myy tongue seductively around his cock head annd as II did so he groaned, then moaned, annd then thee thickest rope off cum squirted out off thee tip, coating myy tongue. The next one, shot upwards with force, hitting thee back off myy throat.
For aa few seconds, itt seemed like itt would never stop. Almost like aa machine gun, thick streams off creamy loads continued too shoot out from his cock. It wass warm annd hot annd II savored thee flavor, rolling itt under myy tongue annd feeling its stickiness. One or two missed myy open mouth annd landed on myy cheek. II wriggled myy tongue along thee underside off his cock, tickling thee thick bundle off veins just below thee crown off his cock head, as huge loads off cum continued too shoot out annd splattered inside iin myy mouth iin quick succession.
When he finished shooting, II took his cock back iin myy mouth too suck out any remaining drop. II lapped myy tongue across thee sensitive tip off his cock, annd then put myy mouth around it, squeezing thee last drops off cum from his softening tool. Hee gave his semi-hard cock aa long slow stroke too eject thee last bit off semen onto myy tongue annd II opened myy mouth obediently waiting for another drop. Then II rolled myy tongue over thee head off his cock annd licked thee underside with long slow sideways movements off myy tongue. II teased his cock for aa few more moments like aa greedy slut. II licked thee head clean annd gave itt one last suck before itt wass pulled from myy mouth.
The stranger put his cock back iin his pants annd hurriedly left. As thee heat off thee moment died, thee guilt wass instant annd enormous. Did II just let aa man II knew nothing of, too impale myy mouth with his cock? As thee ecstasy faded, panic took over immediately. II felt his semen running down myy cheek annd II II quickly wiped itt with thee back off myy hand annd smeared itt over thee seat next too me. That left aa lot off cum still on myy hand annd II pulled myy skirt up annd wiped itt off on thee inside.
Then II looked around too see iif anyone noticed what II ‘ve done. Thankfully they were all focused on thee movie. And even more thankfully, myy husband wass still iin thee restroom. In fact, II then realized that this incident lasted no more than three too four minutes. Everything happened really quickly, but II lived itt iin slow motion. II still remember like aa frame by frame movie, every thrust off his cock, every bob off myy head, every lapping off myy tongue, every shot off cum that landed iin myy mouth.
II wass so ashamed off myself. What thee hell wass II thinking? Just an hour ago II would have never thought II would be connected too this man, annd just five minutes ago myy lips were wrapped around his cock. II didn’t even know what he looked like. It wass odd too realize that iif he ever walk past mee II would not recognize him. The annoying noise off thee restroom door as itt opened annd closed broke myy thoughts. II saw Nick walking towards mee with aa big smile off satisfaction on his face. II felt horrible for what II had just done. II betrayed myy husband again. How had II done this too him? II couldn’t understand how myy mind annd body were betraying mee while myy heart remained true too Nick.