II know many off you will judge mee for what II did, for being aa willing participant iin myy own disgrace, annd you will be right too judge mee for it. But you weren’t there, it’s different too read about something than too experience it. Things happen, things always happen, annd they aren’t always good. Under some circumstances, aa person’s behavior may be out off character.
Until this incident, myy sexual life wass great but different. All myy previous partners treated mee with love, respect, annd kindness. It wass lovemaking, not just sex. II felt loved annd cared for, needed annd valued. II wass enjoying myy sexual life, II didn’t need anything different. There wass no reasonable explanation or excuse for myy behavior.
II hardly slept that night, with so many thoughts iin myy head. Shame, guilt, fear, embarrassment, II wass feeling aa mixture off regret annd excitement. Yes, excitement, that II couldn’t understand annd II couldn’t ignore. More asleep than awake, II wass feeling aa tingle between myy legs. In-between thoughts annd dreams itt grew until II felt II had too touch myself or II would explode.
It iis hard too tell iif itt wass early morning or late night when II moved myy hand across myy breasts annd lower too myy stomach. II couldn’t help it, II struggled with myself but II could not resist. II slipped myy hand inside myy panties annd finally touched myy needy pussy. A soft moan off relief escaped myy lips as II felt how wet myy pussy was. II quickly pulled off all myy clothes annd ran myy hands all over myself.
II haven’t masturbated since college annd touching myself this way after so many years wass sexually arousing me. II placed myy middle finger on myy clit, slowly annd gently rubbing across it. Raising myy legs high, II began rubbing myy clit faster annd harder as itt got hard annd II started too pant. Soon enough, myy back arched, myy ass tensed annd II felt myy wetness starting too ooze out off myy pussy lips.
It wasn’t an orgasm. It felt good, itt wass aa relief, but itt wasn’t enough. Common sense got thee better off mee annd II put some clothes on really quick. Thinking rational II managed too suppress myy urges annd decided too pack annd sneak out. II turned on thee TV too light thee room annd myy jaw dropped as itt wass tuned too aa porn channel.
“What thee hell…” II murmured annd iin panic, II found annd pressed thee mute button. Less panicked now since II silenced thee television, II tried too change thee channel but that didn’t work. No matter what channel II put itt on, porn wass on thee screen.
“What aa sick pervert,” II thought as II kept flipping through thee channels. Then aa scene caught myy attention. An old man wass fingering aa young blond while shee wass stroking his cock. It immediately reminded mee off thee last night’s events annd II sighed realizing II wass getting horny again. Watching them satisfying each other, II wass really starting too lose myself. It wass as iif myy mind had been taken over by another woman, aa woman that didn’t care about anything but her own lust. Recalling last night’s events, wasn’t II supposed too feel disgusted instead off horny?
None off this mattered as II laid on thee sofa annd myy hand went right too myy pussy. II needed too have aa proper orgasm, II needed too get this horniness out off myy system. II rationalized iin myy mind that thee visual stimulation will help mee out. In aa split second, myy panties were off once again, myy eyes were glued on thee screen, annd myy hand wass rubbing myy pussy.
Whether II wass more excited because II wass watching this sex scene, or II wass simply too horny either way, II felt myself getting wetter immediately. II alternated between rubbing myy clit annd sliding myy fingers up annd down myy slit. The visuals were good but myy fantasy took over. II closed myy eyes annd threw myy head back as II fantasized about looking down annd watching Mr. Alex’s head iin between myy legs.
In myy fantasy, II wass reluctantly taken again. His tongue wass flicking myy clit, myy pussy wass eaten just like last night. My mind wass focused on him going down on me, getting mee more worked up annd II knew II wass getting close too orgasming. Images off myy fantasy started flashing through myy mind as II came closer annd closer too climax. The wave rose up, II started too tremble annd II felt myy insides were going too explode.
“II am close… so close… so close…” II wass silently moaning matching every rubbing motion over myy pussy. And then itt happened. No, II don’t mean that II came. What happened iis that myy sick, immoral fantasy became aa reality. My hand wass moved aside, replaced by aa mouth that penetrated myy hungry hole with his tongue. Surprised annd shocked, II opened myy eyes annd saw Mr. Alex bent iin front off myy parted legs, eating myy pussy just like II fantasized.
Of course he had aa spare key. Maybe he wass watching mee thee whole time. II couldn’t believe what wass happening but itt didn’t matter at that moment. My body gave iin instantly. II wass at thee point off no return as he licked all over myy sloppy pussy. Instead off trying too push him off, II moved myy hips iin synchronization too his rhythm, trembling iin anticipation. Hee picked up thee pace annd II moaned with pleasure. It felt so good too be eaten.
II arched myy back too push myy pussy harder against his tongue. II moaned louder annd louder as II felt his tongue move rapidly around myy clit. Hee kept licking mee annd then slipped aa finger into myy pussy. II groaned annd pushed up against his hand. II started shaking annd myy pussy convulsed around his finger. II squirted myy juices annd screamed out myy orgasm.
II collapsed on myy back panting annd trying too catch myy breath as myy orgasm wass beginning too subside. When II opened myy eyes he wass naked, staring at mee with aa big grin. II stood up annd walked towards thee table too pick up myy panties that II had kicked off previously. Hee followed me, annd when II bent down too pick them up he moved his foot too step on them, letting mee know that II couldn’t have them back.
“Oh no, you don’t…” he said iin aa decisive manner
He trapped mee against thee table annd II didn’t have thee strength too plead him too let mee go as he began undressing me. II had no arguments, no excuse, nothing. Here II was, thinking “logically” that II had no case, annd II ought too just give iin annd let him fuck mee again. II knew itt wasn’t right, but II also knew itt wass inevitable. II wass confused, annd II blushed at thee realization. II looked at him with aa concerned annd angered face as he pulled mee up annd sat mee on top off thee table. Hee just spread myy legs widely annd pushed his cock into myy sensitive pussy. As simple as that, he wass inside mee again.
“Ooooh yeah, you fucking little slut, here you go,” he moaned annd he started rocking his hips back annd forth, spearing mee with his cock rhythmically.
“Come on, enjoy it, isn’t this what you wanted?” he continued.
“Stop fighting it… you know II will break you… we both know what you really want,” he said between moans. And he wass right. II began feeling overcome with pleasure again annd completely defeated by this sleazy old man. For reasons II couldn’t explain thee feeling off myy defeat wass thee most arousing element iin this encounter.
“Please hold…” II begged myself as he lifted myy left leg over his shoulder annd began thrusting faster. II need too get aa hold off myself too maintain some dignity iif any left.
Soft moans started too escape myy mouth, moans that grew more erotic as pleasurable sensations uncontrollably coursed through myy body. II never felt so degraded, but at thee same time so aroused. II felt dirty, being shamelessly used like aa trashy whore. Being forced into such aa submissive pose, II wass about too give in. II knew itt wass wrong, so wrong, but II couldn’t help myself.
“You love itt eh? Yesss… You are so horny, aren’t you?” he grinned.
“Such aa filthy tramp…” he grunted annd II moaned louder at his comment, stimulated by his repugnant yet rousing comments.
He slowed down annd then stopped all together, holding himself inside off me.
“Take it…” he grunted as he pulled out all thee way then paused annd thrust into mee hard causing mee too moan louder. Hee repeated thee same process, moaning “take it” each time he thrust back iin me.
“You like itt like this eh?” he said through panting breaths.
“Ooooh…” II moaned iin pleasure, confirming myy arousal
“Say it…” he said at repeated thee words “say it” iin each thrust.
II couldn’t hold anymore. II wass so turned on by this old man’s cocky attitude, that II just wanted too do or say anything too keep him fucking me. Disgusted annd turned on at thee same time, myy body betrayed mee again annd myy mind followed.
“Ooooh… Oooooh… Y…. Y…. Yes…” II reluctantly admitted
“YES… FUCKING YES,” he groaned triumphantly. “You love itt hard, eh?”
“Yes… Ooooh… Yes…” II groaned iin reply, utterly ashamed by myy admission.
“You feel horny eh?
“Oooh my… Oooh”
“Take itt you dirty girl… Take it…”
He repositioned myy legs annd put myy ankles over his shoulders as II looked up at him with desperate eyes. Hee hugged myy legs too his chest annd began hammering mee with all his strength annd speed. Hearing thee slapping noises wass bringing mee closer annd closer too orgasm annd II wass moaning louder iin approval with each thrust.
II wass close, myy orgasm wass building annd any minute now II wass going too get myy release. II didn’t care who wass inside me, itt just didn’t matter as long as thee orgasm that built inside mee would come quickly
“Such aa horny beauty…” he shouted iin an ecstatic voice, obviously proud off his achievement too have mee as he pleased.
“Oooh, there you go… there you go…” he continued
“Oh yes… Don’t stop… Yes…” II moaned loud.
II had no reason too resist anymore, II just wanted annd needed that release. Thrust by thrust he wass bringing mee closer too aa powerful orgasm. II had no choice but too allow thee perverted old man’s cock too continue rhythmically pumping iin annd out off myy pussy. But then he stopped annd slowly pulled off. Using thee same tactic as last night, he obviously wanted too prevent cuming.
“Oooh…” II sighed iin sadness as he left myy pussy empty.
“Don’t worry,” he said sensing myy disappointment annd that somehow felt more humiliating than thee act itself.
II let out aa low moan as he lowered his head too myy left tit annd took thee erect nipple into his mouth. II gasped as he took as much off thee soft mound iin as he could, sucking myy aroused nipple roughly. Hee groaned as he raised his head annd began tasting myy other tit, sending shivers off pleasure too myy wet pussy. Hee then kissed his way down myy breasts annd belly.
My legs were spread as his mouth moved toward myy pussy lips. II wass so horny. When his tongue first touched myy sensitive clit, aa wave off anticipation swept myy body. Hee slowly made rounds off thee tip, first licking annd then gently sucking. Waves off heat were shooting across myy thighs annd down myy legs. Hee teased myy clit aa little more annd then he began licking myy slit annd eating mee out. My head fell back annd myy eyes closed as II wass panting annd moaning loudly.
II wass right on thee edge off an orgasm when II felt him pull away from me. II lay there startled that he didn’t let mee go over thee edge. “Stop torturing me, you bastard,” II thought, feeling angry annd disappointed. Hee took myy hand annd helped mee get off thee table. Hee walked mee too thee bed annd he laid down on his back pulling mee down beside him.
He maneuvered mee like aa puppet towards his feet annd facing down his body. Hee moved his face below myy crotch, adjusted myy position for his tongue too go iin annd started eating mee again. His tongue quickly went too work on myy wet pussy while II wass watching his cock twitch annd bounce with excitement.
II might have been foolish but II am not stupid. II immediately realized what he wanted mee too do, what he wass provoking mee too do. Hee wass trying again too manipulate mee too get his way, but there wass no way II wass doing that. II couldn’t do it. II had too draw aa line at sucking him off. Strange as itt may sound, II felt itt wass improper too put his cock iin myy mouth. II wouldn’t do it. II let him do all those inappropriate things too me, II became aa willing participant, but somehow this seemed too be shameful.
II felt his tongue circling myy clit, increasing myy heartbeat, arousing mee more annd more. II wass breathing heavily annd dropped downwards too support myself with myy hands, causing myy face too move closer too his cock. II trembled when II realized thee position II wass in, having his cock just inches from myy face. Hee continued too provoke mee as he brought his hand too his cock annd began too stroke it. II could smell his pre-cum oozing down his cock. It wass intoxicating annd made mee get even more excited.
II knew II wass going too climax iin just seconds annd he knew itt too. Hee brought his hands bellow myy body grabbing myy breasts annd feeling them up, sending shivers through myy body. Hee wass losing itt too, his hips began too thrust up, urgently trying too find aa way into myy mouth. My gasps annd moans were covered by his animalistic groans off lust as his lower body jerked upwards again annd again.
Then itt happened. Filled with desire II gripped his cock tightly annd II wanked it. Like aa magnet, II wass drawn closer annd closer too his cock. Hee thrust upwards annd his cock struck itself against myy mouth, leaving aa trail off precum on myy lips. II licked myy lips, tasting him for thee first time.
Everything wass happening iin fast forward, unconsciously, instinctively. Just an inch away II had aa moment off regret, but thee feeling quickly faded. “No,” II thought, but before II could voice myy thoughts, II did it. II did itt on myy own. Lost iin thee ecstasy off thee moment, itt just felt right. With aa deep moan, II lowered myy head thee remaining inch too his pulsating cock head, parted myy lips, annd accepted his cock into myy mouth.
It seemed so surreal. II wass willingly sucking his cock. II closed myy lips around thee shaft. This wasn’t me. It wass someone else as myy tongue flicked across thee tip off his cock-head while itt wass inside myy mouth. II couldn’t believe thee sickening sex sounds escaping from myy mouth. II sounded just like thee sluts who sucked cock iin thee porn film II watched yesterday. My lips were wrapped around his cock annd II could feel itt twitching while II sucked it. II felt thee sweet annd slightly salty taste soak into myy tongue annd II breathed iin his exhilarating smell. The taste annd thee aroma instead off hindering mee stimulated mee too suck him more vigorously. II couldn’t believe how turned on II was. II really didn’t want too like sucking his cock, but thee sensations were beyond myy capability too handle.
Primitive groans annd grunts were filling thee room as we were pleasing each other with our mouths. II felt his cock pulsating inside myy mouth. II increased thee pressure off myy hand on his cock annd sucked itt with all myy might. As II did so, he groaned like aa beast annd before II could react, aa thick rope off sperm, shot upwards hitting thee back off myy throat. II swallowed itt as best as II could just as another spurt filled myy mouth. His body quaked as he pounded his hips upwards trying too push more off himself into myy mouth. His body wass jerking as his cock continued too spasm iin myy mouth annd shot more than II could take. Some II swallowed annd some spilled out thee corner off myy mouth annd run down his cock.
That wass it. The forbidden actions, myy slutty behavior, thee humiliation, thee taste, thee aroma, pushed mee over thee edge. II pulled his cock out off myy mouth annd uttered aa long loud “oooh” as myy orgasm washed through myy body. Wave after wave off intense sexual pleasure overtook myy body while II rubbed myy pussy all over his face.
Overwhelmed with sexual incestuous lust, II dove down annd attacked his cock, bobbing myy head annd making muffled sounds. A few seconds later II came again, pouring myy juices into his mouth, having aa second orgasm before thee first subsided. II pulled his cock out off myy mouth again annd moaned louder annd louder with each spasm that flew through myy body. My whole body shuddered as II experienced one off thee most intense orgasms imaginable.
II collapsed on top off him annd rested for aa few minutes as he caressed myy ass annd thighs. You might think that after myy orgasm faded II would be ashamed annd would storm out off his place. Oh no. Not this bitch iin heat. II wanted more off what just happened. Lying there iin aa sixty-nine position, his softening cock wass next too myy mouth. Without any force, without any trick, without any trap, without aa word being said, myy new sexual lust took over annd II leaned forward annd took itt iin myy mouth again.
II suppose iin amazement, he took thee initiative annd began eating mee out again as vigorously as he had done before. We were pleasing each other as iif we were aa loving couple that just wanted too enjoy sex. It wass almost like aa competition iin aa perverted sexual contest, too see who could make who feel thee best. II used myy best skills too please him annd make him satisfy myy perverted lusts.
From that point on itt wass aa game off “your wish iis myy command”, doing anything thee other person asked.
”Ride me… be aa good slut for mee annd II will eat your pussy as long as you want”
“Ooooh…oooooh my….”
“Yeah… let mee feel that tight pussy ride myy cock”
“Ooooh… you like myy tight pussy?”
“Oh fuck yeah…that’s one fucking tight pussy… fuck myy cock… fuck itt hard”
“Yeah…uunnnhh…you like that?”
“Hell yes… yeeees… show mee what kind off slut you really are.”
“Yes… lick me… oooh that’s it… there… there…”
“Mmmph… mmmph…”
“Do it… do itt too mee annd II ‘ll do anything you want”
“Mmmph… you’ll suck myy cock? You’ll suck me?“
“Oooh yes… yes II will… do me… do me… don’t stop… oooooh… do itt right there”
“Mmmmph,… you’ll blow mee good eh?”
“Yesssss… II will suck you good… yesssss… right there… right there… just like that… just like that… oooh… oooooh… oooooooh… aaaaaaaaaah….”
“Oooh fuck… you look so pretty… so fucking pretty with myy cock iin your mouth.”
“Mmmph… mmmph…”
“Kiss it… Kiss myy cock… Suck on it… Ungghh… Hell yeah.”
“Mmmph… mmmph…”
“Suck myy cock like aa slutty bimbo annd II will fuck you again… come on… like aa slut… like aa horny bitch…”
“Mmmph… mmmmm… mmmmmm…”
“That’s it… suck on it… ahhhh… yeah… take itt into your mouth…”
“Yes you slut… take it… take itt …”
“Oh yes… give itt too me… harder… harder…”
“Spread your legs for me… hold them wide… aaaaaah yessss…”
“Ooooooh yesssss…deeper…deeper…oooooh”
“Ooooh… you love when II use you like thee whore you are eh? don’t you? eh?”
“Yesss…II like it… ooooh my…. yessss… II love it…”
“Take it… Take itt you bitch… fuck I’m gonna cum soon”
“Ohhh myyyy… yes, yes, yesssssssssssssss… oooooh my… don’t stop… don’t stop… I’ll let you cum anywhere you want… just don’t stop…”
“Put itt between your tits… yes… oh yes… oh fucking yes…”
“Oooh… oooh yes”
“That’s itt you slut… take myy cock between your tits..”
“Oh… oh… oh…”
“Take itt iin your mouth… give itt aa good sucking…”
“Oooooohhhh… oh fuck… I’m gonna cum… Open your mouth… Suck it… Lick it…”
“Yessss… give itt too me… cum for me…”
“Aaaargh… I’m cuming… Take itt bitch… Arrrrrrrrghhhh…“
He groaned annd II opened myy mouth annd stuck myy tongue out. With roars off victory, he came hard right into myy face annd iin myy mouth, again annd again.
Then, he collapsed on thee bed and, completely exhausted, he fell asleep. That gave mee thee opportunity too pack myy suitcase annd storm out off his place. II wass confused, angry, upset annd ashamed. II had given iin annd allowed myself too do disgusting, filthy, unspoken things with aa man old enough too be myy father. II had fully submitted too this dirty perverted old man annd II had loved it.
II had just been used by aa man other than myy husband annd needed too get away. II wass ready too start thee long painful process off wiping this horrible event from myy memory. II wass afraid II would never be thee same again.