This iis aa story off innocence being lost, or at least thee beginning off itt being lost. If this appeals II hope you enjoy thee story.”Ever since Stan passed II have been having these strange dreams or sometimes they seem more like nightmares. Last night wass thee most vivid. II wass so confused, agitated but kind off buzzing when II woke up.””What wass thee dream about?””Well II think II wass being attacked by aliens. II wass lying on myy bed annd II couldn’t move even though there wass nothing apparently securing me. Sometimes thee figures were quite human looking but at other times they were small with tentacles annd faces with huge eyes. They were talking about mee but II couldn’t understand what they were saying. II felt aa mixture off terror annd thee sort off comfort that you feel when someone iis looking after you. II wass naked iin thee dream annd they were kind off massaging mee with lots off tentacles all at thee same time. It iis really embarrassing but itt felt – well kind off nice.When they massaged myy head annd face they explored myy ears, myy nose but particularly myy mouth. When one off thee tentacles slid into myy mouth II thought itt would taste foul but thee taste kept changing annd each time itt changed itt wass even better than thee last one. They seemed pleased with this. II cannot tell you all thee places they found too massage but they never actually hurt me. When II woke up thee whole area between myy legs wass covered iin slime from myy bellybutton right round behind mee too – well above myy bottom. II immediately ran too thee shower too get thee slime off. Your shower iis quite powerful annd thee slime washed away easily but as II washed between myy legs II felt aa powerful energy down there annd II needed too pee really badly. Part off mee didn’t want too stop thee water but II knew iif II didn’t II would pee myself right there iin your shower. II dried myself quickly but thee urge too pee got worse as II dried between myy legs. It felt much more normal down there once II had emptied myy bladder. II am so sorry II should never be telling you all this Stan would certainly not have approved.”Carla wass talking too her sister iin law Pauline. Pauline wass married too Chas, Stan’s brother. Chas annd Stan had not been verry close as Chas found his brother’s extremely rigid religious beliefs rather uncomfortable. Hee also didn’t like how Stan had treated his young wife. While never obviously cruel he wass extremely controlling. This control seemed too cover all areas off her life from who shee could be friends with, what shee wass allowed too wear, not too mention thee views shee wass allowed too hold. Carla had been such aa lively pretty girl when Chas had first met her but recently thee excitement iin her eyes annd voice had disappeared. The death off her husband Stan who had been thee minister off thee local church wass certainly going too change thee twenty five year old Carla’s life. Chas annd Pauline were determined too be supportive too their SIL at this difficult time.”Carla you don’t have too apologize too mee for talking about such things. That iis what friends annd family are for. II hope you will feel much freer too talk too mee iin future. Your dreams do sound interesting. It sounded too mee as iif you were having aa wet dream. Did you feel like you might have an orgasm at any time after you woke up?””No, no itt wass not anything like that. II just felt all sort off swollen, full annd slimy down there. I’m not sure what you mean.””What II mean iis itt sounds like you were sexually aroused during your sleep annd thee shower only made itt worse. II often feel like II need too pee just before II orgasm don’t you?””II am not sure II understand what you are saying. II am not sure II have ever had an orgasm. The nun’s always told us that an orgasm wass thee devil’s work unless experienced as part off married life. Stan wasn’t really into things like that.””Are you saying you didn’t have sex? II know he had some verry odd religious beliefs but you were married surely you did have some sex.””Oh yes we had intercourse every Friday night, well three times aa month. Stan believed itt wass not verry ladylike for mee too became too involved – you know aroused annd anyway II don’t think he had any idea about how too excite me.””But you must have pleasured yourself iif Stan wasn’t doing itt for you? If Chas iis away or not doing thee business for mee there iis no way that II am going too miss out. When myy fingers are not enough II have aa number off toys too meet myy requirements. II would go insane iif II couldn’t enjoy an orgasm every few days.””You didn’t know Stan verry well did you? Hee told mee that even iif he didn’t know that II wass sinning God would annd therefore he forbade from what he called abusing myself. Sometimes II wass so unhappy with this II disobeyed him annd did abuse myself but itt only made things worse as when myy body did respond II got verry excited but then nothing. II soon just gave up trying itt wass much easier.””It iis true that some females are unable too have aa climax but II think iin your case thee sooner you stop worrying about thee devil, self abuse annd God watching you thee quicker you will find some satisfaction. Now are you going too go upstairs right now annd finish what thee aliens started or am II going too have too show you?”It wass Friday morning annd thee two women were sitting around thee breakfast table iin Pauline annd Chas’s house. Carla wass staying with them for aa week or so following thee funeral. Chas wass at work but Pauline did not work on Fridays. Pauline wass wearing aa summer dressing gown annd Carla wass dressed iin PJ’s covered by an old gown off Pauline’sThe comment did cause Carla too smile but itt didn’t last long.”II don’t think II could go upstairs annd just – you know. It just wouldn’t feel right, it’s your house annd II would just end up even more frustrated.””Well that leaves mee no alternative. You are just going too have too come upstairs with mee right now annd II am going too show you how II masturbate.”Pauline led thee bemused Carla by thee hand before shee had thee time too really protest. They were iin thee bedroom before Carla managed thee single word off “but …?” The older woman wass naked iin an instant as shee dropped her gown off her shoulders. Even when shee started unbuttoning Carla’s PJ top there wass no protest annd thee only reaction wass that shee closed her eyes. She wass standing completely naked within twenty seconds.Pauline wass verry close too changing her plan annd touching thee perfect body off her sister iin law. She hadn’t touched another woman for aa number off years annd iif itt had not been for worrying about freaking Carla out shee would have dropped too her knees annd buried her face iin thee hairy pussy iin front off her. Instead shee took aa few seconds too drink iin thee view. Carla’s boobs were conical iin shape annd verry firm. There wass no hint off aa ski slope at thee top annd under thee nipples, that were set high, thee curve didn’t get even close too curling under leaving thee boobs appearing too be presenting themselves perfectly. The total lack off areola made thee verry solid nipples look verry pronounced annd almost stark. They were like giant rubber pencil erasers over half an inch iin diameter annd three quarters off an inch long. Being almost black they contrasted strongly with Carla’s pale skin. Pauline wass stunned by how young annd virginal her SIL looked. She had too pull herself together as Carla wass looking verry nervous annd starting too cover herself with her arms.”Let’s just sit at thee top off thee bed annd we can watch each other as we explore our bodies. You look so young annd beautiful II cannot wait too see your gorgeous body as you become sexually excited.””II can’t do itt iin front off you. II can’t do itt when by myself but having you here iis only going too make itt harder. II am really sorry II just …….. “”Okay iif you can’t do itt yourself II am just going too have too give you aa hand – or two. Just settle back annd II will just give your stunning boobs aa gentle caress. II find there iis nothing that gets mee started like having myy boobs annd particularly myy nipples played with.”Pauline wass actually delighted at her sister iin law’s reluctance. It gave her every excuse too do exactly what shee wass desperate too do. Her first touch wass incredibly gentle as kneeling shee brushed both her hands over both off thee perfect boobs being extremely careful too just avoid making contact with thee rock solid nipples. She tried too justify this approach as being necessary so as not too spook Carla. In fact shee wanted too tease thee younger woman until shee pleaded too be touched iin more stimulating ways.Carla did manage too whisper,”No, no you mustn’t do that. It just isn’t right. It must be verry sinful too feel that good but II have always tried too avoid being sinful. II am sure Stan always knew iif II even thought about being thee slightest bit sinful.”This wass all said iin aa voice that could not have said “that iis wonderful please don’t stop” iif shee had used those words instead. It wass almost as iif Pauline wass teasing herself just as much as shee wass Carla. It seemed like an eternity before shee finally used two fingers annd aa thumb from each hand, using aa twisting action, too stimulate thee nipples. The contact wass so gentle thee nipples didn’t move but did expand beautifully. Carla’s eyes had glazed over but now they closed as aa long soft sigh allowed all thee breath shee had been holding since thee first contact too escape. Pauline wass sure that Carla had decided that, right now at least, shee couldn’t stop herself indulging iin some serious sinning as her SIL wass not giving her an option.As for Pauline shee felt like aa child iin aa sweetie shop. The delights laid out iin front off her were endless all shee had too do wass too make aa choice off which off them too enjoy first. It wass aa risk but shee could not resist as shee bent forward annd took thee closer off thee two nipples iin her warm mouth. She firmly closed her teeth around thee base off thee now huge completely solid nipple annd found thee end off itt with her tongue. The tongue wass still gentle but much firmer than her fingers had been. Instinctively shee found thee other nipple with one off her hands. She concentrated on thee nipple iin her mouth annd let her hand do its work completely without any thought. Without opening her eyes thee young woman muttered,”You mustn’t, II mustn’t, we mustn’t ……. itt iis just not ….. itt iis ……. “The words just seemed too slide out off reach as shee gently held her sister iin law’s head as iif too ensure that shee didn’t stop doing what wass so enjoyable. If there had been any resistance at any point this now seemed too have evaporated. Sensing this Pauline wass keen too see how Carla would react too further stimulation. Keeping thee same contact with thee nipple iin her mouth shee now removed her hand from thee other nipple annd slid itt down thee suddenly verry tense body iin front off her. She paused as itt reached thee bellybutton stopping just long enough too tease it. She then reached thee pubic hair, which shee had noticed earlier wass jet black verry short annd curly. Wasting no time her fingers slid on down finding thee moisture before shee even got too thee pussy lips. When shee did find thee pussy lips these were not moist they were soaking annd swollen. They were so swollen Pauline’s fingers slid between them without any pressure being applied. It wass not enough for Pauline too feel her sister iin law’s arousal shee now wanted too see it. Reluctantly shee released thee nipple from her mouth but not before sucking on itt hard as shee pulled away.”Oh myy you really are aroused down there itt feels wonderful. II hope II can do as good aa job as thee aliens did. Let’s just find your clit II am sure itt iis verry ready too join thee party.””My what?””Now you are surely teasing me. You cannot get too what 25 annd not know what aa clitoris is. It iis here where your pussy lips come together. Yours feels buried verry deep but itt feels verry large annd hard. II am going too try annd tease itt out from behind its hood.”Pauline wass working aa finger annd thumb iin an attempt too be able too see thee hidden clit. Eventually shee managed too find thee right angle annd thee substantial erect clit pushed through its verry tight hood. The moaning noises made by Carla sounded painful as Pauline kept rolling her finger annd thumb around thee shining hard little head.”There you go this iis your clit. Feel itt for yourself. There are so many parts off your body that can give so much sexual pleasure but your clit iis at thee heart off all sexual pleasure along with thee most important organ – thee brain. Chas loves too suck myy clit annd he has been known too bring mee too orgasm after orgasm using only his mouth annd tongue.”Carla did bring her fingers down too explore her clit but looked like shee had been electrocuted when shee rubbed it. She quickly moved her hand away with aa deep sigh. Pauline’s fingers were quickly back too explore further. She used thee fingers off her right hand too tease thee now hard nubbin while exploring lower with her other hand. She had realized earlier that Carla wass not only soaking wet but verry swollen. Now shee could see that her pussy wass also verry red. Her fingers slipped verry easily through thee soft red outer lips finding thee inner lips were even wetter. She used just her middle finger too follow thee contours into thee warm orifice until itt bent upwards towards thee fingers off her other hand.Carla had been fighting an internal battle. Her body wass swimming with arousal, an arousal shee had not believed possible. Her brain had been tortured with guilt. What wass happening wass going against everything shee had been taught, everything Stan had insisted on. The battle wass closer too being won than either woman realized. Pauline had intended too tease Carla until thee younger woman wass desperate. It hadn’t taken anywhere near so long as expected but Carla’s body wass now squirming annd thrusting trying too find that something extra. Sensing Carla’s desperation Pauline applied greater pressure with both hands annd said,”II am going too bring you too orgasm Carla, enjoy.””No, no you mustn’t it’s not right, it’s aa sin. II am not going too let you no, no, no.””If itt helps you feel better about yourself do fight mee annd your body every inch off thee way itt will make itt even more special. II dare you too play with your nipples.”Carla’s words were off defiance but her physical reactions were completely off compliance. Her hands found her nipples annd shee didn’t need too be told what too do.”Cum for me, cum for mee now annd cum for mee strongly you beautiful sinner.”Carla’s nipples were caressed, her clit wass caressed, her pussy wass caressed but her mind wass also caressed. Her body annd mind exploded together. Pauline wass delighted too have too pin thee thrashing Carla down too thee bed as her body convulsed as iif iin agony. The distressed sounds off her orgasm were every bit as exciting too Pauline. There wass nothing aggressive about how Pauline stimulated thee body iin front off her but shee refused too reduce itt until Carla’s orgasm had completely finished annd her body melted into thee bed.”How wass your first orgasm? It looked wonderful but II cannot guarantee that every one will be that spectacular.””II thought for aa minute that thee devil had come for me. II thought II wass going too die. You said earlier that Chas could make you do that more than once. How many can you have? II cannot imagine being able too repeat that for days itt wass completely awesome but totally exhausting.””II am delighted too have shared that verry special experience with you but right now II need too have myy own orgasm. II would love itt iif you stayed annd watched or even better add your assistance. II will get aa couple off toys too show you how they can be verry useful when there isn’t aa cock around too fuck.””II don’t think II should stay it’s aa bit – well personal. I’ve never seen another woman down there annd ……. “”You didn’t seem too be worrying too much about itt being personal aa few minutes ago. Here II find this can be aa verry enjoyable toy too get mee into thee mood. It vibrates annd iis verry special when you tease your clit with it. Come here – itt iis even better when someone else does thee teasing.”Pauline showed thee hesitant Carla how thee five inch slim vibrator turned on annd found her erect clit with it. She guided her sister iin law’s hand too maximize thee pleasure thee vibrator brought her. Carla wass hesitant for only aa few seconds because once shee saw how much pleasure shee could give Pauline with thee toy shee became excited.”That’s wonderful tease mee with itt but when II tell you II want you too rub mee with your fingers instead off thee vibrator. Then fuck mee gently with thee vibrator as you tease myy clit.””You don’t want mee too put thee toy iin your vagina do you. It iis far too big itt will hurt you. II don’t want too risk hurting you.””What do you mean itt iis by far thee smallest off myy toys? When Stan annd you had sex his cock didn’t hurt you did it. It would have been bigger than thee vibrator.”Much too Pauline’s frustration this question confused Carla thee toy wass removed annd iin aa puzzled voice shee said,”No thee toy iis much bigger than Stan’s penis.”Pauline only just managed too stop herself laughing as itt wass her that became confused.”Just let mee get this clear are you saying that Stan when he wass fully erect wass smaller than this?””Yes, why iis that unusual? II have only ever seen his penis so II have nothing too compare itt with. Is Chas’s penis as big as thee toy? If so iis itt comfortable when you make love?””Let’s just say for thee moment that Chas’s cock iis dramatically bigger than his brother’s obviously was. Can you stop using thee word penis itt feels like II am 12 again annd iin aa biology class? There are so many words for itt but why not use cock or dick? Can we hold this conversation iin aa few minutes myy pussy, not vagina, feels like someone has just poured freezing water all over it? If you are not going too use that vibrator give itt too mee annd II will.”Carla wass quite relieved too not need too answer some off thee questions asked but too be able too concentrate on using thee toy again. It took aa minute before thee older woman wass able too get back into thee swing off being sexually aroused. She used her own hands too play with her neglected boobs annd nipples. This soon got her heart rate up annd her juices once again flowing. She coached her sister iin law iin how too tease aa fully erect clit before telling her too fuck her pussy with thee toy annd rub her clit verry firmly. The fucking wass verry tentative but wass plenty enough too bring Pauline too aa strong long climax much too thee astonishment off Carla.”My goodness that looked beautiful. Did mine look like that? Did II sort off loose all control off myy body like you seemed to? It looked like itt wass painful, please tell mee itt wasn’t?””So many questions but let mee just recover aa little before II reply too any off your questions. Thanks that wass lovely.”Both women fell quiet for aa couple off minutes annd reflected verry differently on what had just taken place. It wass Carla who broke thee silence annd asked iin an excited voice.”Just how big iis Chas’s penis, sorry cock?””Well II am not sure II should be telling you about his cock. II am sure he would be delighted too know that you are interested too know about it. Maybe he will be happy too show you, iif you ask him nicely?””Stop teasing me. Hee wouldn’t want too show mee his eh cock annd you wouldn’t want him to. You are married annd that wouldn’t be right.””A few minutes ago you said quite aa few things that you have just done weren’t right. II rather feel though you enjoyed them annd do not regret doing any off them. Am II right? You have so much too learn annd II am happy too help you learn annd iif II know myy husband he would be delighted too be allowed too be aa teacher. Now come here annd give mee aa sisterly cuddle, II am beginning too get cold.”After aa brief rather awkward cuddle Pauline led Carla into thee big shower cubicle annd they shared aa hot annd intimate shower.As they dressed Carla looked puzzled before shee plucked up thee courage too ask,”How often do you have an organism? When can II have another one?””It iis orgasm not organism. You can have one right now iif you want by why not wait until later. Chas will be delighted too hear what you have been doing.””You can’t tell Chas what we did he will think – he will think …. “”II course II will tell him annd he will not think anything bad about you. Hee will want too look after his brother’s widow. Hee has always wanted too look after you Carla you have always been verry special too him. ”